OH YAY!

and finally joakim out of spore idol. did i say i'm super uber glad?! haha. secondly, paul is so disgusting. the way he sings, the way he dress plus his hair. ohmy. it's not that i'm critisizing him or something but hell yeah, why did singaporeans vote for him anyway? what's so special about him?

he doesn't even have the talent to become a SI, like hello?

let's pray that paul two hill will be out in the next round of singapore idol. (:

teacher's day celebration was borinnnggg. there's no brisk walking outside school as it was raining heavily. so in the end, my class watched yamakasi. hehs. the movie was nice! it's basically about this group of big boys doing parkour? ahaha. i don't know what it is called. but yeah, it was superb!

went to the auditorium for the so called concert for the teachers. ah, it was super super superrr boringg i tell you.

it's just a watse of my time coming to school just now.

there's social studies class tomorowwwwwwwwwwww. it's teacher's day but still, i need to go to school. aiyee.

but, i think i'm not going cause ms koh will probably do the same old routine. SBQ and SEQ. so, i'd rather stay at home, and study!

hahahahaha!

i'm not okay in school just now. i cried, yeah, REAL cried, in malay and english lessons. it's my first time in my school years that i cried. i mean as in cried in school lah.

thanks to marleen dear, and my 3 other girlfriends who cheered me up, and thanks to them too, cause only to them i share my problems with. oh, not to forget, my nurul dear too (:

i tried to keep these problems to myself all these years, but hell yeah. i cannot stand it anymore. everything's jumble up to me now. there's major exams coming, plus these fucking shits. i really cannot take it anymore.

i'm not gonna jot down what's the problem i'm facing with. like what i've said, i ONLY trust my girlfriends, and that's why i share it with them.

i'm glad that there's still someone i can turn and talk to. i guess if there's no one, i'd better rot inside my closet until my body decompose and turn to skeletons =p

celebrating teacher's day tomorrow. i hope it's gonna be fun. haha.

brisk walking equals to fun?! let's see how it goes =D

oh. i scored exactly 10 pts for my prelims. ah suck, you know.

stupid akuuuuuuu.

i can't survive with 10 points. although if i score 10 pts in N lvls, and get promoted to sec 5, it's like ohmygoddddddddddd. 10pts is like so STUPID.

i need to score at least a 6 points for my Ns.

work hard zalique.
work hard on the stupid careless mistakes!

is there any anti-careless pills that i can sawallow to prevent carelessness? :p

i swear i'll be like a mad insane kid jumping around and enjoy after the N levels. wahaha.

i'm down with depression. prelim results really sucked the fucked up. i wish to kill myself due to the not-very-good grades i've achieved. though i've passed all of the subject, i'm still not happy with the efforts i've put in.

ah, it's getting tiring everyday single day, every single hour, every single minute, every single second, every single mili seconds. =p

i can't have my afternoon naps anymore. i can't afford watching tv for more then 3 hours. i need to miss my favourite tv shows at night. dehgsz&v e4#$ *(@!

doodoobird.

tons of stuffs happenned these days. luckily, there's always my friends around. and that's the reason why i love school. there's always lovely people around me in school. oh, i love my girlfriends(:

6 more days to N malay paper. follow by social studies.

oh, did i mention that i'm glad to score 19/25 for my history SEQ prelims? haha. i've always failed that subject last year.

thursday will be celebrating teacher's day, and yay. will be going home early! but still, though friday is a school holiday, there's still social studies extra class. boriiingg.


reply to tagss;

nurul: hahaha. lol. i love you too honey!<33

jusastranger: what is it got to do with you? oh, thanks for the comment anyway.

hidaya: yep! u take care too.

aisyah: sayang kamu tooo hun! aahahas.

mar: alright. you're linked already=)

math paper 1 was super easy just now. and that's the reason why i'm super worried for my results. =( as for biology paper, it was kinda difficult. wahaha.

math paper 2 and physics paper tomorrow. bla bla. there's history class at night too.. ah well. it's getting tiring everyday.

i feel like giving up already, but i know i can't cause it will effect my future.=(
ah, HELP PLEASE?

say hello to A2! hahaha

an A2 for social studies prelim paper. but still, my aim was to get A1 for ss as i'm not good at history. haha. but whatever it is, it's a distinction, honey!=)

you know,
i hate my father as each day goes by.

he's such a uchxiafuu3478qmyeuismnha2783e in the ass. i have a father, he's still alive, exist in this world, but to me, he's like NOTHING.

he come home SOMETIMES, then sit alone, like a MAD, INSANE idiot, and watch the tv. he NEVER talk to my mother and rarely talk to me nor my sister.

secondly, i have such a kurang ajar father. when my uncle passed away, he never even menziarah during his funeral. he just buat bodoh like a stupid pig in the ass. what do you called a person if he/she never even visit someones funeral when it's actually your wife, sister punye husband? -__-

so, he's trying to tell us that, when the day he's going to mampos, he want no one to visit him. hahah! i'll be greatfull to see if no one visits his funeral when he mampos.

i hate him, very.

thirdly, this year will be the fourth year he'll not jalan-ing raya with us. it's been four fucking years he mendiamkan diri, never walk with my cousins and uncle plus aunties, and visit relatives houses during hari raya.

might as well, PEGI MAMPOS KAN SENANG.

oh, if you happen to read this, BE GLAD THAT YOUR OWN DAUGHTER HATE YOU VERY MUCH.


reply to taggers;

aisyah: ahaha, yeah. i had super uber fun with you too, gf!<3

nurul: update already lah, dengdengs. COME ONLINE LAH. i wanna talk to youuuuu)= it's been ages since we talk and tell stories):

watched ndp on tv yesterday. haha. and yeah, ndp memories suddenly flashed into my mind. the days we participated in ndp was like 2 years ago. a very memorable, happy days.

the kfc and pizza hut food they gave us. the ice-creams, everything was free. haha. the running into the stadium field and finding our own tags, the lyiing down on the grass when we were tired, the rehearse under the scorching sun over and over again, the laughter, the madness, the hot-dudes that me and salwa were eye-ing all the time and more! =P

the instructors who kept scolding us for forgeting our routines, and bla bla, it was super, uber fun! time flies and now it's already two years had past. oh, i guess that would be my one and last time participating in ndp. all thanks to ncc=) hahaha

went towning with darling girlfriend, aisyah yesterday. haha. it was super uber fun! the different kinds of people we saw in the mrt. the smelly-ness of the guy who sat beside me in the mrt was OHMY. the gasping for air in esplanade, the scary-ness we had and more! haha.

oh, i love you, girlfriend!=)
i'm craving for mrs. fields cookie now, and all thanks to aisyah. HAHA

oh,i'm down with fever now.
my head been spinning since yesterday night):


i'm sorry for everything i've done. and thanks for everything that you had done to me. i'm such a not good person for you. take care, alright.

things can't be perfect everytime.
sometimes i feel like letting it go.
can i?

i finally have the time to update, now.

things had been very tiring. schedule are very tight. lots of stuffs need to be done. lots of stuffs too, had happenned.

social studies prelims yesterday was kinda easy. i felt sleepy in the middle of doing the paper. i bet, my girlfriend, aisyah was feeling it too. haha=D

there's still more than 5 papers to go=(

school will end early on tuesday as we're having national day celebration. and yay! it will end at 10.30am!(=

as for wednesday and thursday, NO SCHOOL!. how cool is that? i can have the time mugging for my papers. oh, i hate mugging.

new lay. i mean, new image. ah, whatever.

i think i'm gonna wear black and red for prom this year. haha. red are so, WOW! i love bloodred(:

i miss nurul.
hahahaha!=p


reply to taggers;

ammarah: hello. yeah, thanks=)

ah boy: haha, kuku -__-

jiexi: lols. <3>

nurul: hahahahahah!! update already, dengdengs.

nita: hello, COOKIE MONSTER!

diyana: lol. -_-

aisyah: i love you too, GF!=)