Not homesick.

Maybe i exaggerate too much bout the previous post. It's quite sad when you're crushed by your crush, ya know. I was right after all. I've gone crazy. Those school days were fantastic when you eye on someone that you like alot. It makes you wake up in the morning, eagerly to go to school, not just because to get yourself educated, but to eye on someone that you like.

And talking bout this makes me reminiscence those days in school, as a secondary student. Being nag by teachers especially Mdm Li, the physics teacher who've always look down on us. Doubt i don't miss her lessons. Copying down notes from her PowerPoint slides and often fell asleep due to the boring and draggy period. Math lesson, sat with the dumbest boy of which manage to get himself in Singapore Poly. Mr Tan's patience in teaching encouraged myself, and some to improve in our mathematics. He is a teacher which most (well maybe) of us respect, cause he never fails to encourage us and said that no matter what happen, get yourself a place in a polytechnic. Biology. Mr Toh was great too. Probably the funniest teacher. Humanities was boring. Though we are expected to complete two essays in every lesson, it really gives me a good grade in the o levels.

Anyway, O levels done. Now the next thing is to get a good diploma and get a degree by the age of 23, insyaallah.

Now, every one's going their way of life, in different tertiary institutions. Ah well most of them are going SP. It'll be hard now to meet each other, except during certain occasion like Teacher's Day which most will be going back down to Unity secondary.

Today's 29Th of March. 23 days more and school will start. Orientation will be somewhere in the 3rd week of April. Ah, talking bout school, both bus and train concession cost 97bucks a month, how expensive! Life's unfair indeed. The older you grow, the more money you need. And thinking that I'm only sleeping at home like a couch potato, hooking myself up with Korean dramas, hah drastically boring.

Dennis Joseph O' Neil and Lee Joon Ki. This is why i wanna hook up with those korean guys when i grew up, hahaha.

Oh yes. Chatted with Sam for what, bout 3 hours. And out of the blue, he pop a question, asking why I'm not working. Ya know, just as a part timer while waiting for school to start. Also said that do parent's support their children? Maybe he was born to be the dumbest person in the world. Probably a minority of parents think that by supporting their children don't really teach them how to be independent, or maybe due to other unforeseen circumstances. (woah chimp)

Anyway, was contented when he gave me a something valuable from his trip. Haha

can't help it.

Razi, aku suke kau.

Maybe i should have told you this earlier. I was so stupid i know. No you're stupid. You should have told me first ass. Crazy, i'm going crazy. Come to temasek poly lah please. I'm crazy. Stop it okay. Ahhhh shhhh. You'll probably be my crush till forever. Huge crush. Omg i like you like so much sial. I've even your picture in my cellphone. Tell me now huge my crush on you is. Oh my fucking gooooood. I was looking forward for school everyday for the past two years. Now what? Will not even see you in school. Boo :'(

I'm going crazy. No, i think i've gone crazy already.

Happy birthday.

We all can see she’s beautiful,
A stunner of a lass,
And some day she might be able

To walk past a looking glass!

Ahh this's funny, lunatic i know. Anyway, happy 18th birthday shahida, the one and only friend that i trust, love and blah blah. Haha five years of friendship, let's stay strong till we're married and have children and become a granny, lol. Thanks for the company all these years, haha. I love you(:

Besides that, school will be starting next month yay. I was so esctatic when the jae appeal result was released on thursday. Am posted to temasek poly like finally haha. So that means, a step closer to meet my ridzuan! Oh my goodness. And recently, a guy, ex classmate, ask me out, on a date. Let's just call him taik mama cause that's what i've been calling him for umm three years? Haha. And all i can say is fuck you, i hate you and i will not ever go on a date with you.


These two are fucking gorgeous, i know. Anyway, am currently hooked up with korean dramas. Maybe one day, when i grew up, i'll visit korea and hook up with the guys there, hahahaha!