These are my sotongs. :D Everone's missing each other now.

And these are the others. Before the party night, of which i skipped store's meeting just for this. :D 2nd january, will be meeting up with my sotongs again. Open house! :D


Anyway, school will be starting in 5 days more and everyone's not looking forward to it. New year. Will be meeting the usuals to celebrate the last minutes of 2008 with them. Clubbing with Sharlene and the others soon. Meeting up with Stanely and ken and jasmine soon too.

Finally holidays are here again. Been busy with schol, work and some other reasons which are unexplainable. People have been messing around with me forthe past weeks, especially those in school. I don't mind if you are smart or so. Stop being so selfish. Fucking cheenas. You guys are not that smartest asses in school.

Sentosa with my girls was fun, as usual. Watched Twilight with them together wih raymond and xuan hao. It was boring. Nah not really. It'll be a good movie to watch with the opposite sex. Stanely i'm giving you a hint. Haha.

Eguides camp was awesome. Though there are some lectures in between, the people there were great. Miss my sotongs, miss the GLs, and i am definitely looking forward to meet them again in school. :D

Thanks to Izzat's camera.

And Stanely's back for christmas. Everyone's fucking happy. Presents from Canada! :D

From me to you kay darlings. :D

Likha have been very busy these days. I know my girls are missing me now. I feel that i'm in an air tight bag, being suffocated and i'm dying slowly.

I definitely miss all my friends. School timetable is really killing me. By the time i reach home, i'll be all drained out. I hardly get to talk to my lovely girls online. I was too busy with school and now work. Everything are so packed up. Ter test are coming in two weeks time. Two weeks is not a short time at all, well at the rate that i am doing now.

And i am definitely going for the E-guides and GL interview sooon. I hope Jacq and Grace will join in too. :D

Sentosa with my loveliest girls this saturday, and i cannot stop thinking about it.

Ah well, look at those slaves tagging my blog. Lol. Well, who's the typical minah here dude. All of you are the ones who started it first ain't it. Dumb people like you guys will do it. The recent post ain't about the recent tag asshole. That post was about the tags that all of you tagged the other day. Can't remember? Nevermind, i'll recall that for ya. The ones who acted like you guys are from Republic Polytechnic? Lol RP, Rejected Poly.

Whatever it is, if it's not you who tagged, how did you know that i blogged about it? Your sister need to get the facts straight man. Like i've said, meeting up doesn't resolve anything. It'll only lead to more vulgarities and fights. Why? Cause you guys are a group of mats and minahs who will start all those. So for now, i've decided to remove my tagboard and i will continue to blog about all of you. Mind you, not because i don't accept comments and feedbacks from you guys. I will have more space to blog about you guys. A so called freedom of speech. Besides, your sister is RETAKING her O levels ain't it. So tell here to concentrate on her studies rather than minding about people's blog. Or else, she might again retake her O's cause she's too dumb. Hahaha. I won't stop unless you guys stop it. And Nazri, what's so big about you if you are shima's boyfriend? You ain't cute, but you're disgusting. Lol

So bitches and their slaves, get this thing in your head. I don't care if you want me to lick your dick of even cut them off for you. Or maybe, you can ask your friends to perform a bukake on me. Come come come. For Shima and Ella, continue all your unbrainiac things. I won't stop. Never.

Tagboard removed, and my blog looks so much better cause whatever i blog about, no one will ever tag about it. Forvever best ah.

Somehow, i feel that i everyone's seperating apart. Maybe i am too busy with school and work. School's module for this semester are really killing me. There's so much things to memorise for psychology. Two modules are problem based learning, which i find it ridiculous, digital fundamentals are sort of like circuit analysis and i suck at it. Two lecturers are i ndian and thus, most of use don't get what they are trying to say. I need to pass, even if it takes me to study for 44 hours per week.

I miss my two girls. There are so much to talk about. So much that i think we don't even have a day to end it.

And oh well. I guess some things are better to be left unsaid and to be kept only to yourself.

Shima, Ella and the gang. Ah no, maybe i shan't use the term followers. How about slaves? Better. Aren't you guys tired of this? Cause no matter how hard you try, all of you will not ever bring us down.

Well i'll be busy very very busy from now on. School timetable sucks big time. Psychology tutorial teacher is the lamest, disgusting teacher ever. Work? Still alright. And my girls should know why. Hehehe :D

I know i've been neglecting this blog. Somehow, having a public blog is kind of troublesome where anyone, even those you don't even know, may happen to read what you typed. And as such, they might even tag all those negative comments using all sorts of nasty words about you on your tagboard. Well that was what had happenned to my toot toot friend. Maybe people out there are just jealous of her heavenly, scrumtious boobs that she have. It's kind of hilarious when you try to imagine that these people actually do fantasize bout these boobs and all.

Well, taggers like this are often known by all bloggers. It may be just any random blog-hopper who happenned to come across to your blog and if they are not satisfied, they'll start tagging nasty things. It may also be your school friens, which i highly thinks that they might be the one who tagged shahida's blog cause like i have said, they' probably are jealous of her so called savoury tits. As ya know, people like this often do not have what others have, like nice tits which boys might fantasize about or nice perfect looks or even attitude. Some girls are bitches whereas some are not. But well, to label all these girls in a correct way, it is better to use the term bimbos. They might have they looks, but they definitely do not have the brains. Define bimbos! And just like some guys out there, they might own a big dick with big balls but the attitude is just not up to standards.

As said, true friends will always be there.

Oh well. Enough of all these. Both of my girls went over to my place to break our fast together. We made brownies which are delicious la of course. Managed to have a karaoke session and we made a video too. Ha i'll post them up soon, just to play safe. Who know one day my laptop will spoil ke. Haha. Pictures next time ah.

Well, i'll be starting on my job this thursday and i am definitely looking forward to it. Grace and Jacq had already started theirs at BnJ and i think we make the perfect working people! I'll give them extra drinks and they'll give me extra toppings for ice cream! Okay hopefully i can meet them on friay night to watch the F1 race together after my training! Hopefully! :D

No doubt that high school days were the joyous time in my life. Boys, fights, play, quarrels, shouting, crying, breaking down, crush, love, friendship. Once we find love, we'll be blinded by it. But when we find friendship, those happy times will be kept in our memories wherever we go. Even though we've found new friends along the way, the people that stays with you throughout will be the ones you found during high school days. The will always be there when you need a shoulder to lean on, ears to let out your feelings to, hands when you needed help and love, when you are lonely at times. When one quarrel with the other person, there will always be another girl who will make it all right again between us.

After all those unexpected events that happened, I've now realised that they are the ones who will be there. Even though i have found new ones, no one can ever compare with the ones i found during those days. Whenever you need someone to confide in, you'll feel more comfortable to let out everything to the ones who has been with you for a long time.

The laughter that the new ones gave you just cannot beat with the old ones. Whenever i think of it, i just want them to be near me. Just like during high school days, you get to see them every second in class. We eat, play, laugh, cry, fight, bitch and do everything together. And we even got a crush on the same person!

So whatever happened between any of us and our new friends, we still have us. Well that's how i will always remember in my heart. And now, i am missing them. I am so sweet i know. Right girls? *Grins.*

For a second, i know that some things don't happen for a reason. That's life. I just can't give you the reason why. The feelings that i had for you all these while are all gone. Sometimes, i just feel like giving up. Giving up on you. There are times when i can't get you outta my head. There are also times i wished that i don't have to know you at all. You are not the only one being confused here cause you're just making things complicated for me.

I just can't hold it any longer. I am on the verge of breaking down like whenever. I've tried everything, everything that you can think of. Just because i am hurt doesn't mean i shouldn't bleed. There's the first to everything and i know you know it too. I am not invisible after all. Maybe i think too much. I 've set too high hopes on you. It's hard just to get over. All i am hoping now is to get everything back to the correct path.

Blasting some loud music on my earphone and scream my lungs out is the thing that i feel like doing now. Tear everyone apart. Jumps off from a cliff and into an ocean where there are no problems. Nothing. I am sick of everything. I am tired of waiting. This phrase is true somehow. Some things are better to be left unsaid, and better to be felt instead - Atikah.

Sometimes, it's better to just let it go rather than to wait. I am tired of waiting. I am sick of those actions. Just like Sean said, humans are all evil creatures. They lie to live because without lying, some just can't survive in this small world. I can't deny that i don't lie either.



Them. No words can ever describe how happy i am whenever they're around. Cause world seems to go round and round and round while we are having fun. Friends gives you the strength, hope and faith. They literally stand by you and be there. Friendship. Well apart from that, i miss Stanely so much. So much till i wanna fly to UK this instant and look for him.

Anyway, i've got and interview with Ben & Jerry and i am still having second thoughts of whether to work there or just pass it. Work work work, i need money. There are so many things to do with so little money.

I watched Wall-E and it is the best movie ever. Upon 10, i'm gonna rate it 1068983526! I am of course gonna watch it again. ANYONEEEEEEE??!!!

Screwed. Totally screwed up CKT's paper. I think i will end up taking the supp paper. Oh my god no, no supp paper please. Now what's left is ESFAC paper. Tomorrow's the last. And i can enjoy holidays to the bits.

There are so many things that i have already planned to do during the holidays. I will be meeting up with my girls on Friday to baybeats, celebrate lantern festival with Jacq and Grace, break fast with Sue and Aisyah, dinner at carousel with Sam and friends!, shopping with Atikah, shopping again with Marie and Xiang Li, watch Wall-E and eat at Sakae Sushi with classmates, girls night out with Marie again,. And all these need money, and i want a job!

And this is so embarrassing. It was actually a dare from Stane before he flew of to UK. I wonder how he is doing. And if you happen to read this, i miss you like crazy! Tell me everything and come online!

Very very embarrassing oh my gooooooooood.

And girl, stop copying whatever i typed in my blog. Even if it just a sentence.

4 days more and exams will begin. There are still lots more to study. I hate memorising, though i used to love history and social studies during the O level period. But IWD is killing me. Nevertheless, went airport to study with some of my classmates, Mahathir was there to, hahaha. Managed to study math and CKT for the whole entire day and WQ really pissed me off at night when Mark pretended that he gave me gummies through msn? Lol.

Well anyway, i am suppose to study right now, but instead here i am . I can't wait for exams to be over and holidays to come. And i hope they will hire me. I need money kay.

Haha this is the best part.

And i defnitely miss my girls too. Stanely's leaving on Sunday and that is like in three more days. How saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! :'(

Exams are coming in a weeks time. People are busy studying, procastinating at the very last minute. And so do i. Started studying only last wee, and realised that i have not enough time left to cover all the chapters for each module. Being a very kind ESSFAC teacher, he gvae us more than enough tips for exams. Questions that are gonna be tested for the paper. IWD has always been so fucked up. CKT's kind of okay for me and maaaaaaaath! :( Fret not, people around mehave always been good to me, well except for some.

Days of 1st semester flies very fast. And now, exams are coming. Decided to pass the Vietnam trip and work throughout the entire 7 weeks of holidays i have so that i can ear extra cash, to shop! Went to that particular outlet and the people there are friendly. And i wish that Van can ask for a transfer so that he can work together with me at the same outlet, which i know it is likely to happen haha.

Presentation for WRTORAL is over, and i am so glad that i manage to get higher marks than them. 18/20, best kan. WRTORAL was the best out of every subjects that i took this sem. Well maybe because of all the one minute presentation and the 5 min presentation i had, which i find it kind of fun.

Met up with Grace And Jacq to study in school yesterday. Jacq bought play doh and i was influenced by that play doh so i am going to get them for myself to play sooon, haha. Despite being tired, went out with Stanely and some others to basically rot and talk like how we used to do as Stanely's leaving! :( Fret not, Sam will still be here and i love both of them.












Well anyway, these are some pictures taken after presentation and in the library, lol. School has always been very lively.

Now, i am missing alot of people. Stanely, Sam, Van, Grace, Jacq, Nurul, Jie Xi, WQ (haha) and whoever.

Oh yes! Me tup with Aisyah and Sue for dinner the other day and had lots of fun. Cause whenever we're together, we will probably laugh throughout the whole day! And Aisyah, all the best with your boyfriend! I'll update you guys bout the big hair-ed guy that i told both of you the other day, ha meet up soon girls.

And girl stop acting like as though your vocabulary is good.

Happy birthday Jie Xi.

There are lots of things that had happen and that's gonna happen.

Sam is back, and i miss him as if he's been away for centuries. Met up with Stanely three days ago and he actually bitched about a girl in his class, teling me how bimbotic she is. From the way she talk, flirt, walk, everything! WQ called me the other night and he said that he loves me for the very first time! I was shocked and touched, very very touched haha. I am sure he really took lots of guts to eventually let out those words. On top of that, met up with tipah and pe'ah last weekend just to catch up among ourselves. Saw someone while i was on the way to school on tuesday. I was overjoyed of course because he actually waved at me and i only managed to smile back.

School has been kind of stressful. There are quite a number of assisgnments to do especially Wrtoral, of which there will be a presentation this coming tuesday and i can't really wait for it actually. Cause presentation will really build up your self confidence that we will be needing it sooner or later. Besides, i'll be wearing a formal attire just for it. Excited, haha. Exams are coming like in three weeks time. It is not even a month. Well sometimes, i don't think poly is a place to play after all. Apart from skipping lectures of course. But it's nice to go to school everyday cause you can actually dress up and see how others look. HAHAHA. AND STANELY DEFINITELY GONNA AGREE WITH ME. xD

CKT is fucking me vertically. And i don't even know what position is that though. Those capacitors, voltage divider rule, thevenin's theorem and bla bla. Hate hate hate it. ESFAC is still okay, cept that it is the 'tedious' kind of module. IWD is crap, and engine mathematics is far from additional mathematics. Well only 50 percent of it are partially add math chapters, so i should not use thae term far after all.

26 July 2008, Jie Xi turned 18. Like finally. Called her in the afternoon just to wish her that. And also maybe because i miss talking to her, HAHA. I knew you six years ago when we were still a nerd in NCC. We've been through ups and downs throughout the four years in that stupid sucked up cca. Well maybe because of the fucking CLTs and i don't think i should mention the names here. We have fought, we have quarrelled, we have been tired, we have ditched our fucking USM (OMG I AM ACTUALLY BITCHING), we have cried, we have laughed and we have been through all these years. Whenever i reminisce those days, there are sad and happy memories spent with you. And i never regret knowing you. So, happy belated birthday again. Best of luck for your A levels this year and secure yourself in a university. Also, all the best with your relationship with russell. We should meet up soon okay.

And this picture was actually taken three years back in Pulau Ubin when we went cycling there, hahaha. She's pretty now. o_O

Changed tongue stud and it cost me 16 bucks. I am freaking broke this month and i don't know why. I want money money money. Still deciding whether i should go to Vietnam for the VTCDS or whether i should work during my 7 weeks of holiday. I want money!

I am always missing youuuuu. ;D

Lab test was alright just now. Managed to do about 90% of it. And the 10% goes to a question worth 4 marks, asking us to draw our own diagram bout some resistor thing, so that the total resistance must equals to 970 ohms. I did not do it, well not because i was lazy but it was kind of hard for me to figure it out. This is one of the reason why i hate Circuit Analysis module the most.

About the wrtoral assignment, did it with Marie on tuesday evening, after class. When we reached the bus stop, we missed our bus. And so, we waited when out of a sudden, Marie's like "hey." I really thought that she's gonna approach her friend or what but instead she went to hail for a cab. I was like "omggggggggg." Rushed to starbucks Tampines, and this funny guy gave me a grande frap unstead of the tall one, which i've asked for. -_- End at about 8pm and walk around since she wants to look for some high heels and also was waiting for this noob friend of mine to accompany me home but being the iufdshukey one, he slept all the way and text me at about 9 plus, and text me, saying that it's already late for him to head home with me well since he need to reach camp at 1130. Was pissed, very pissed, very very pissed. Ah anyway, supposed to hand it up by today at 5pm. And being the forgetful one, i did not bring one of the chapters that need to be submitted. Was so fucking pissed and i wish i have a driving license so instead of taking the public transport which will take about 1hour an a half, i can go back home to take the stuff for within 30 mins by car. Only if i have a driving license. o_O

Initially, i planned to go to this extra math lecture in school at 2pm. But Marie told me that she wants to search for high heels in town. I was definitely tempted to hear it lah cause it's been like some time since i went there, hahaha. There is a straight bus from school bus stop to town, so we took that. After looking around for some high heels, went to this tatoo and piercing shop to check out the price and the needle for piercing a tongue. Freaked out cause the needle is like so freaking long and kind of thick. Didn't do it thought. Ate subway after Marie sister arrived. Walked to heeren and went to other a tatoo and piercing shop there to check out bout tongue piercing again. Annnnnnnnnnnnnnd,


got my tongue pierce lah! Hahaha. Seriously, i was so freaking scared in the first place. Walked around to look for bikinis and such, and i took like 20 minutes to decide. Oh well. It's kind of difficult to talk properly now since the tongue's swelling a lil bit and it's uncoordinated. So yeah. Definitely cannot eat properly for now and i think i'm gonna starve for like what, 4 to 5 days? But i'm loving my tongue stud. xD



And this is what we did!

It's been quite sometime since i last blogged. Oh well, school reopen like a week ago and it's been kind of hectic already. There are like never ending works to do. The chapters for each module are becoming a little difficult to understand. Lab test are driving me crazy. Circuit Analysis and ESSFAC are torturing me. I wish i've not chose that course but oh well. As the saying goes, you cannot undo things that have already been done. Been quite a good student lately, going to every lectures and tutorials and not skip them. Hahaha. The main examinations are just like eight weeks away? Damn.

Ah anyway, will be celebrating Qian Hui's birthday this friday. Seoul Gardeeeeeeen! Wah and it's been like centuries since i step in there especially when Stanely's busy with the ................ xD And as you can see, really looking forward to have fun with them. Yes, fun.



The pictures are random though. I'm piercing my tongue on saturday with Marie, but she'll be piercing her belly button. LOL. And i am finally dating, with a small eyed guy. Hahaha. xD I miss Stanely toooooo!

Holidays.

Back back back.

Tioman was alright. But it was kind of restless at night though cause the chalet that we're in have no television or any sort of entertainment. So as the surroundings. It's totally like those kampong style where you watch them in tv. There were no water heater, the toilet bowl flush was not working, there'e fucking big fat lizards in the room and flies and mosquitoes everywhere. Luckily there room has air con and it is quite cooling especially in the day where it is hot all the time.

It took us about 4 hours plus to reach Tioman, plus the bus and ferry from Johor. And as usual, i nearly vomit when i'm in the ferry but since it arrived earlier that what i've expected, i quickly rushed out and managed to hold my vomit in, hahaha. First day was already kinda restless for all us. Bath at the nearby waterfall and it totally reminded me of the days in Mount. Ophir where we get to drink the fresh water from the waterfall. Well of course i didn't drank the water from that waterfall in Tioman since it's like dirty lol. Second day, went snorkeling and went to see those beautiful corals underneath the crystal clear waters. And bla bla bla, i'm all tan right now. Third day, goodbye Tioman. Everyone was feeling rather happy cause we find kampong life is definitely boring, hahaha. Bought some stuffs and .......


Lol. There're more actually.

Anyway, i think my friendship with those two cray girls of mine have become better. Well, i'm glad that we're still in good terms with each other. Cause i don't think i wanna end this 5 years of friendship just because of some small stupid matter that we argued about. The feeling of having two great friend's good. Every moment that i've spent with them were great. Never regret having them in my life, like seriously. All i wanna do is to meet them and do the crazy things that we do every time we're together, laughing at random things and stupid people. ;D

And now, i'm missing my two lovely darlings pe'ah and tipah, and WCD, haha. xD Omg i miss school too. Looking at those lovely cute hot dudes in school makes me very excited. Hahaha.

And so, all the test have ended and here comes the holiday. Two weeks are enough. 4 months of holiday while waiting for the O level result was way more than enough. I'm sick of rotting at home doing the same routine everyday, haha. Besides, this two weeks break isn't a holiday after all. There're like assignments to do, yeah. Oh well.

Was suppossed to meet the two friends of mine today after one ends her school. Buuuuuuuuuuut, being the typical one, she cancelled it at the very last minute, saying that she need to celebrate her friend's birthday. And not only that. She did not even take 5 seconds of her time to inform me that today's plan is cancel. Wah tell me who's not pissed if you're like being ditch by your own fucking friend. Well maybe she found her new ones and forget the old ones. That's life ain't it. People come and go. Waaaaaaaaaaah fuck. Come on. It's not like i wanna end this friendship that we've hold for 5 years just like that. Like you've said, everyone do have feelings and a heart. So why do you need to get so work out if you think that you're not guilty? Ah and also, do friends really hide things from each other? No omg no. It's like we're a distance apart now ever since bla bla bla. Damn, i miss the two of you, like seriously. Eventhough we're like not in a good state right now, yes, I miss those stupid things that we do everytime we meet. And our stupid crazy conversations we had. :'(

Anyway, went to eat sushi at marina with ah xiang my lover xD, rebecca and qian hui. Was fun with them lah seriously. It's to celebrate the end of our test for that term, haha. Played bowling and off to eat Sakae Sushi.

Yes. Went clubbing with darren and some others at dbl o. Was kinda shocked when i bumped into hidayah, well a girl whom i used to hate during the secondary school days. Saw a cousin, and i didn't even bother to said hi. Guess will be going again with the different cliques next weekend, hahaaha, before school reopens and the stress appears back. Sentosa with the classmate next friday and i hope most of them can make it, if not very o.O again.

Will be going on a holiday like today and i will definitely miss my WCD. Hahaha. Will be back in three days time. xD

3 papers down, and 1 more to gooooooooooooo. Then partyyyy.

Fuck test.

Yes. Test and quizes are fucking me upside down. And i should restrain myself from clubbing this week. All thanks to stanely, i went again with them on wednesday night, of which i had a quiz the following day, and have not studied for it. But luckily, i manage to drag myself to school in the afternoon and manage to revise the topics in the train. Ha yaa.

Term test will start next week. It's like two more days. Waaaah. Shopping spree with the crazy monkeys on friday, 6th of june. I bet Sue will turn into a crazy monkey that day, haha! Great Singapore Salee here we comeeee.

;D

No words could ever express how happy i am on friday. I was so fucking touch by the celebration that they've planned beforehand. Thanks Rebecca, Marie, Xiang Li, Qian Hui, Choo Shuin, Desmond, Jason, Guang Yu, Guo Yong And Chester.

Love y'all. ;D

Well, there's more actually. Thanks Xiang Li for the pictures that you took. I was forgetful to even bring my own camera, i know.

Was suppose to meet the usual ones but well, the plan was cancelled at the very last minute. So went o meet Darren in town at 1 in the morning lol and headed to his house over at Tampines, for a drink and so. Ha it was great having him around on the day of my birthday. Drank and luckily didn't get drunk, just a lil tipsy. Took a cab home in the morning at about 730 am and it cost me 19.20 bucks. How expensive!

Happy Birthday.

Yes. I'm definitely excited for friday, 23rd of may. Celebrating and early birthday with some of the classmates, and of course i'm so anxious of what they had plan for the day tomorrow. As for saturday, well.

And fuck Man U lah. All the fans too, hahaha.

wah.

Supposed to meet Marie yesterday after her work but the plan was cancel as they can't let her off early. And since it's like already 12midnight and none of my clique, even Stanly (screw him) are free to chill or hit the club again. Lol yes, club with Stanely, Ashley and some others i don't know as they're Stanely's classmates. So went over to Julian's house to do whatever. Omg this guy's house big. Big, ya know as his parent's own this terrace and he's staying in it. Somewhere near town so you can actually imagine what kind of house his staying in. Those medium sizes one storey houses that kind.

So yeah took NightRider there and reach bout 2am. Try out a new alcoholic drink. Red label or something, forget to check what it is call. I was getting a lil tipsy after having like two glasses of that. It's a mixture of green tea anyway. It's a strong alcoholic drink I've like not tried before. Lol. Played some card games and stuffs. Random stuffs. Took a cab home at about 7am in the morning, and omg it's super difficult to get a cab in the morning. Reached home, and knock out after that. Haa. Was kinda tipsy just now.

Oh yes. I'm be hitting the club again on the 24th of may to celebrate my birthday which falls on a saturday. So anyone who wants to join, yeah email me. Lol and i don't want Stanely. Stop disturbing me asshole. ;D

School.

Okay, continue from the previous post.

FOC was fun. Ah maybe the term ‘fun’ doesn’t suit what I’m trying to describe here. First day, everyone was a little bit shy towards each other. Probably cause we’ve not be acquainted with one another yet. It all started with ice breaker games. We’re separated into three sub empires; Phancee, Phanyx and Phantaz. I was in Phancee but Aisyah’s not. Yes, i was a bit afraid that i’ll not make any friends there. Second day was better. Phantos flag was made by some of the phantos members. It’s nice lah, and because of that, we won the best empire flag, ha best. Played games which needed us to go around Tampines Central to gain points for our group. It was tiring, but oh well. Made quite a number of friends on the second day. And saw this cute guy hahah! ;D Jam and hop at night, with the lights on ah funny. But it was fun ha.

Third day was the best. Everyone’s like so bonded with each other. Phantos was second in place in the morning, with Komez in the lead. Played this game call Huntgry, for bout three hours and went back to Sports Complex. Announcing of the results was next. Komez fell to the fifth placing. Everyone was super shock of course. Lol yes, Phantos manage to climb to the top! First! Everyone jump with joy once Phantos was announced to be the champion empire.

Enough of that. Classmate’s next. All of them are okay. There’s like this cute pretty guy in the course i’m taking. Fun lah oi. He’s the the eye candy in in TP, ha. There’s like more too in other schools. Woah woah woah. ;D Besides that, there’s like a crazy girl in my class lah, so it’s not gonna be a boring 3 years study in TP. School’s okay. Poly life’s definitely different from secondary. One hour lecture or tutorial seems to past in a blink of an eye. It feels like you’re only been sitting down for 30 mins. Unlike secondary lessons, i can already fell asleep in one hour haa. But now, you don’t even have the time to fall asleep. Oh. Time table for this semester’s quite sucky. We only have like one hour break in between classes. Babi.

One word i learned from Sueee. Kutubabi. Haha funny lah that design girl. ;DDDDD

Still in school now. It's time to show off this vaio. Ha aisyah’s idea. And i’m like so sleepy now and her IT lesson will only ends at 5pm.(haa later people thought you don’t know how to use the computer lol!) Going cyber centre to configure our notebooks. Leceh nak mampos. First week of school but there’re like tons of works to do. Need to start revising on engine math already. Brain very rusty after about 5 months rotting at home, haha.

Wahhhhhhh sleepy sial.

Oh ya. This is what we did in the school library. Ya initially we don't know how to configure our notebooks and aisyah's need to go back to class. Hahaha funny.

;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Ahhhhhh

Tired, exhausted, shagged.

FOC was great. Engine orientation was okay. Nothing beats FOC. Phantos is super great. Jam and hop with them were awesome. Dance like you never dance before. Shake your booty like you never shake it before. Waaaaaaaah i'm so tired. They'll be going Sentosa tomorrow, but some are still feeling kinda tired. School's starting on monday. There's so much blog.

Never regretted joining Temasek Poly though it's kind of far from my place. Okay. Phantos's like the best in TP yay i love you guys. ;D And i miss my friends too. Boo.

16 days.

Sometimes, the urge of confessing runs through my mind without the thought of it. It's not like what they call love, but prolly the feeling of likeness is the cause of it. Even if so, the guts to confess is not high, compare to the usual relationship that's called friendship. Talking about friendship reminds me of a certain someone, and i'll not brag bout him or her here. It seems different when it and friends are around, not the usual but the new ones. It was kind of awkward when you mingle around with people you don't know, not only you do not know them, but you do not want them to be there too. Ah maybe i was behaving too absurdly.

Anyway, I've been watching the news lately. It seems like the prices for everything starts to rise up, like those rice grains and oils. It's only 2008, and what will happen when the year reach 2015? Everyone will probably be working thrice as hard like how they're working now. With the casinos being build over at Marina and Sentosa, i believe sometime later, there will be a huge side effects of this.

The year 2008 probably will become the most drastic year for some. With the shooting up of prices to the escape of a detainee Mas Selamat. Well, everyone are talking about him. He has now became the talk of the town between Singaporeans, Malaysians, Indonesian. How fuck. Some believe he had died, some believe he escaped with the aid of an unfaithful worker there, some believe he uses some kind of orthodox method to get himself out without everyone knowing, even to the stupid policemen who guarded him and some even made him a star, just like Wentworth Miller of Prison Break. Only that Mas Selamat is the star for Toilet Break. How shitty can Singaporeans get?

Received an email bout the freshmen orientation camp yesterday, and i was expected to see sleeping bag in the list. Was about to ask Aisyah will she be bringing sleeping bag to camp but did not. Maybe sometime later, nearer to the date. And if i don't bring one, i wonder where will they let us have our rest at night. Met a few TP mates beforehand. Though they're all from different course, neither school, it seems like they're bunch of lovely people whom can mingle around easily. ;D Eve Aisyah ask me if i wanna join one of her friend and her to go to the camp with them. And prolly because of them, I've decided to attend the residential camp instead of the non residential workshop. This is the time to explore the campus and meet those spirits there! 4 more days and the adventure will begin, haha.

Stanely's 20th birthday is today, but he's busy working. Prolly will celebrate them on monday or the following weekend. And i wonder where will he be treating us. ;D Anyway, happy birthday dude. And this was taken two months back, when his hair was shorter! Look how stupid.


You'll see me in school everyday from next month onwards. xD

Sorry Nurul, bout the other time. Think i'm kind of busy these days. Sorry again.

Not homesick.

Maybe i exaggerate too much bout the previous post. It's quite sad when you're crushed by your crush, ya know. I was right after all. I've gone crazy. Those school days were fantastic when you eye on someone that you like alot. It makes you wake up in the morning, eagerly to go to school, not just because to get yourself educated, but to eye on someone that you like.

And talking bout this makes me reminiscence those days in school, as a secondary student. Being nag by teachers especially Mdm Li, the physics teacher who've always look down on us. Doubt i don't miss her lessons. Copying down notes from her PowerPoint slides and often fell asleep due to the boring and draggy period. Math lesson, sat with the dumbest boy of which manage to get himself in Singapore Poly. Mr Tan's patience in teaching encouraged myself, and some to improve in our mathematics. He is a teacher which most (well maybe) of us respect, cause he never fails to encourage us and said that no matter what happen, get yourself a place in a polytechnic. Biology. Mr Toh was great too. Probably the funniest teacher. Humanities was boring. Though we are expected to complete two essays in every lesson, it really gives me a good grade in the o levels.

Anyway, O levels done. Now the next thing is to get a good diploma and get a degree by the age of 23, insyaallah.

Now, every one's going their way of life, in different tertiary institutions. Ah well most of them are going SP. It'll be hard now to meet each other, except during certain occasion like Teacher's Day which most will be going back down to Unity secondary.

Today's 29Th of March. 23 days more and school will start. Orientation will be somewhere in the 3rd week of April. Ah, talking bout school, both bus and train concession cost 97bucks a month, how expensive! Life's unfair indeed. The older you grow, the more money you need. And thinking that I'm only sleeping at home like a couch potato, hooking myself up with Korean dramas, hah drastically boring.

Dennis Joseph O' Neil and Lee Joon Ki. This is why i wanna hook up with those korean guys when i grew up, hahaha.

Oh yes. Chatted with Sam for what, bout 3 hours. And out of the blue, he pop a question, asking why I'm not working. Ya know, just as a part timer while waiting for school to start. Also said that do parent's support their children? Maybe he was born to be the dumbest person in the world. Probably a minority of parents think that by supporting their children don't really teach them how to be independent, or maybe due to other unforeseen circumstances. (woah chimp)

Anyway, was contented when he gave me a something valuable from his trip. Haha

can't help it.

Razi, aku suke kau.

Maybe i should have told you this earlier. I was so stupid i know. No you're stupid. You should have told me first ass. Crazy, i'm going crazy. Come to temasek poly lah please. I'm crazy. Stop it okay. Ahhhh shhhh. You'll probably be my crush till forever. Huge crush. Omg i like you like so much sial. I've even your picture in my cellphone. Tell me now huge my crush on you is. Oh my fucking gooooood. I was looking forward for school everyday for the past two years. Now what? Will not even see you in school. Boo :'(

I'm going crazy. No, i think i've gone crazy already.

Happy birthday.

We all can see she’s beautiful,
A stunner of a lass,
And some day she might be able

To walk past a looking glass!

Ahh this's funny, lunatic i know. Anyway, happy 18th birthday shahida, the one and only friend that i trust, love and blah blah. Haha five years of friendship, let's stay strong till we're married and have children and become a granny, lol. Thanks for the company all these years, haha. I love you(:

Besides that, school will be starting next month yay. I was so esctatic when the jae appeal result was released on thursday. Am posted to temasek poly like finally haha. So that means, a step closer to meet my ridzuan! Oh my goodness. And recently, a guy, ex classmate, ask me out, on a date. Let's just call him taik mama cause that's what i've been calling him for umm three years? Haha. And all i can say is fuck you, i hate you and i will not ever go on a date with you.


These two are fucking gorgeous, i know. Anyway, am currently hooked up with korean dramas. Maybe one day, when i grew up, i'll visit korea and hook up with the guys there, hahahaha!

Hate you.

And so, the JAE results were release yesterday and fuck i am posted to Republic Poly. Fuck MOE. Did not even include republic in any of of 12 choices. Fuck you fuck you fuck you. And the letter came in this morning while i was sleeping cause my mum cam in my room and throw the letter at me cause it was already 10am and i have not even wake up yet. Damn i was having my beauty sleep lah sial.

Accompanied toot cause she need to do some revision and refreshes her mind on history, haha. Starbucks now, with only me and her. Not any typicals are with us, how fun. Anyway, will be having a lil picnic at sentosa this sunday, well to celebrate her birthday actually. Jie Xi the noob will be going too, yay hahaha. She'll be turning a year older, and a legal age best kan.

And here's my baby.

Snap fuck.

Work sucks and therefore, i've resign from that shop in paragon after 5 weeks of working. The job was a-okay but the supervisor was fucking obnoxious. Ben Sherman has alot of cute dudes working oh my god and basically the reason i stayed working there for 5 weeks was because i can look at them everyday except during my off day of course. Also, saw ridzuan a couple of times there and fuck he is fucking handsome, make him my boyfriend please. I have not receive a week salary yet so i will not return those cards and name tags to the Human Resource this soon, go to hell with island shop.

JAE result will be release on the 19 of february and i can't wait for that day anymore. I'm sick of rotting at home already. I want school. I miss studying. I want to meet ridzuan at temasek poly hahahahahaha! (if i am posted there lah please oh please.)

Valentine's today. Went out with my dear girlfriend. Planned to go sentosa but one of them can't really make it, and maybe it's my bad luck day yesterday, one of my guitar string snap fuck. Went plaza singapura to replace em but they run out of stock how ass.

Okay, today's desmond birthday so happy birthday dude.
You're the lamest of all the lamest. ;D

Hail to the king.

Finally, decided the 12 courses to put under the 12 options that were given. Law and Management is the frist followed by Environment Design. Believe it or not, the first 6 choices are all from temasek poly. Please oh please, i want to have a diploma in law and management, insyaallah i will hopefully get into that course. Haha high hopes siak.

Was very lazy to go to work on friday and saturday, so decided to take leave. Haha so 100 bucks are gone from my salary and i don't fucking care cause i think working in the retail workingline is very boring fuck yes boring lah sial. All i want now is to know which school and what course i am posted to, so i can start school. (:

Anyway, shahida, please do not feel dissapointed by your results. Its not the end of the world dear. So you should not brag about it and loses your confident. Stand up and be prepare to do another round of hard work, real hard work. I will indeed be willing to help ya along the way, be it for Combine Humanities or English. (: Remember, we will always be supporting you. As the saying goes Failure is another chance of success.

I feel like quitting work already. Fucking lazy lah sial. And i want money to shop for new clothes and other stuffs. I want to buy alot of things. I want money money money. Money makes me happy fuck. I wish Maria Sharapova is my sister. I want to be a millionaire lah sial.

results day

And so, the results are out. Well, i am proud of my results, well maybe a little not proud. L1 R4 credit is below 20, eligable to apply for millenia institute but umm thinking.

Damn before the results were release, i was so fucking nervous till aku nangis haha funny i know. I was shivering as if i was in a cold, very cold country. Anyway, im still stuck in choosing which polytechnic to go to, and which choices should i consider. Considering temasek but fuck it's kinda far. Macam maner ah? Dont want to go Singapore poly cause sam is studying there and i don't want to see him everyday in school. Jelak ah siak!

How how how?
Congrats to all.

O level results.

And finally, the day has arrive. After all those hardwork for 7 month, the results will be release in 15 hours time damn! Every one will be going to a different way, to the different tertiary institution. Please lah ya allah, hopefully i'll pass and get to any polytechnic. Insyaallah. Good luck to all.

Next week.

And so, went for a job interview just now with a couple of friends accompanied me there. Met them after their school ended and had lunch at Sakura buffet. Well no words could describe how i felt whenever im with them. You know it felt like we're belong to the same family. Ohanaz (omg did i spell it correctly whatever lah fuck) no ones get left behind. Talking about ohanaz reminds me of lilo and stitch. Damn i miss wathching them on disney channel. AH yes Hannah Montana too hahaha. Favourite show eversince the season started. Will start work on the 16th so i'll chat with you guys if i have the time.

Damn i miss alot of people right now. And nururl's one of them. ;D

Anyway, it's the third week of january already and results will be out next week! oh my fucking goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooood! Hopefully i'll pass with good grades insyaallah. Man i wanna go temasek poly not jc. The students there are like family to me well maybe because of tprawks 07. Temasek open house was i dont know what was going on cause i reached late that day. Stayed up as there'll be jam and hop. Man fuck aaron dance like nobody's business, evelynn myself and one of her friend bang our heads till we're fucking dizzy. A group of people mosh and skank like there's no tomorrow. Saw bogeh hahaha classmate actually. He's kinda noob cause everybody was like dancing and there he was, standing in the middle doing nothing. What he wants to be some freaking noob that draws people to look at him? Center of attention nye bodoh nak mampos punye bogeh.

Will have dinner with the tp friends? i dont know what to call them cause met em during tprawks and most are from that school. Fucking hope i can get a leave from work on friday.

And that bugger keep bugging me to go out with him sial cause i cancelled the last meeting time. Fucking irritating!

4 weeks,

The noobest boy in my class.
Goodbye 2007 hello 2008.

It's another brand new year. New year resolution; better friendship with those 5 years and counting to i dont know. And i've graduated from Unity secondary! K best ah sial. Cause when you're in academic classes, you'll get to spend the whole 5 years with your classmates. Even so, you will clique with those express classes very well.

Countdown with those usual people were great. Met nadia and headed to city hall to meet the rest. Damn and i saw this bitch with her friends. The face fucking irritating like i want to slap and smack and fuck her to whatever positions sial. Mampos bad grammer sak aku. Everyone was as usual, no change of attitude though they were a few hours of becoming older, which was 19 and 20 years old. Sam likes to tumbok2 aku, that sial friend. Fean likes to drink my drinks which i bought, nurul's always jealous of my highlighted hair, cause her lecturer don't let her either dye or highlight her hair and khairul's always search my bag for sweets. Kawan-kawan aku sume kelakar berok but i love them.

Anyway, i'll turn eighteen this year, how old; fuck. Results will be out in late january, omg i feel like commiting suicide. But of course i won't cause only noobies will do that. Stupid kan you've studied so hard for one year but when it came to results time, you go and jump of the building. Bodoh nak mampos.

I've been going out every saturday sial haha. And orang starbucks tu pon dah kenal aku and what i usually drink. Will be going down again this saturday, okay bye.