Hello noobs.

Sometimes, if you wish in a wishing well, they might come true.

Been busy with i dont know what stuffs lately. Shopping, hanging out, sleep, eat, television, guitar and the internet. If you ever wonder what i've been doing lately, haha.

Yes, rotting at home, infront of my notebook everyday. Maybe one day, i'll decompose and my sister will come into my room and she will say "mummy why is it so smelly in here?" Then my mum will come to check on it and ask, "Why the hell is your room so smelly?" and i will reply "cause i have not bath for a long time mummy and i am decomposing". She will then reply back "Go and take your bath now you stinky asshole or you'll get out of the house." Well in the first place im too lazy to take my bath but if i do not take my bath, she'll throw me out of the house. So i've decided to take my bath.

Okay problem solve.

I need a job lah sial. Dang! Boring nak mampos kat rumah. Maybe they know that i am a very fussy pussy kinda girl that's why they don't want to employ me. Anyway, sentosa with nurul was fun, haha. And the best part was when she took off her pants in public. Okay bedek actually there was no one except me. Skyride; best. No sun sial that time fucking cb waste my time go there.

KL a few days after that. Shopping spreeeeeeeeee! Yes sial spent roughly about 600RM on my stuffs. Best kan, haha. Pas tu when reach singapore sam jealous sebab that time die pergi KL tak beli banyak barang. SAM KAU BODOH NAK MAMPOS, haha.

Will be going out tomorrow with 'insert name here'. Cause he's been bugging me since october, irritating nak mampos.

Merry christmas everyone.

Someday, somehow.

Sometimes i even wonder, do friends need friends after all?

Fean's birthday picnic will be in 2 hours time. The plan to sentosa today with nurul was cancelled, and luckily it's postponed to tomorrow. Yeah, all i can think now is we'll definitely have fun sial. Photography, beaches, sun, laugh and love. Haha.

Anyway, received some messages in the morning, stating the plan that we planned yesterday was cancelled. Reason being, it was raining heavily in the morning. Sial, it's not raining over there sial. Was not surprised after all since they've did this the thousand'th time, changing of plans at the last minute. Tell me, who's not piss?

because..

Time check, 11:35PM. No calls, no emails, no messages and thus, no job. Fuck. Luck please be on my side and let me find a money tree. Broke sial! hdyercxnuw3ye723z2nde! I'm sick and tires of finding any job cause they'll end up not calling. -nurul's. (: Even through flipping the newspaper to find something under classified jobs, billingual billingual billingual. Eh bodoh nak mampos, cine tak pandai cakap english pon dapat job per. Cb sial singapore. Racism sak. Try going to any metro outlet or takashimaya. There'll be at least 2 out of 5 people working there do not know how to speak english that well. Cakap aku pon tak faham sak. Mamafcuker ah. Maybe i should try for starbucks, hahaha since krum is working there and he'll probably help me with this.

And wherever you go, i will always be there.
Have a safe trip sam! K lah bye.

HAHA.

Cause you'll probably be surprised upon seeing myself skanking along with sam at some gigs. ;D

Two weeks have passed but yet, there's still no sign of any job. Rotting my way through in front of the television and computer, and soon, you can even smell the rotten decomposer's that i will produce. Hahaha. Or maybe you'll see me wondering in any shopping centers at town area hahahaha.

Brand new notebook will be by my side on the 4th of november! man, how cool is that.

And thinking of O level results gives me the chill when some random polytechnic leaflet states that it'll release in the late of january. Damn! Nevertheless, it's good to know.

Ah, and Happy Birthday Fean!
You'll get 'em soon. ;D

Everything turns out to be the opposite way of what it was supposed to be. Friends, it's hard to define specifically.

Hello blogger after so long of livejournal, lol.

Outing venue was change to orchard instead. When one feels a little bit awkward or rather shy to walk with a big company, the rest will also be the follower. And yes, oh fuck who wasn’t mad if you were to change your plans for not going just because you’re embarrassed to walk with quite a number of people?

We’ll find a job and work together okay? No, we’re all in different ways now. Everyone seems to find their job themselves, how fuck, how irritating. And since they rather work in different companies, went to some stores for interview. Haha, and sam was there to accompany. ;D


Myself: We sit at this table ah.
Sam: Buat ape?
Myself: Dudok ah, abe kau nak dudok bawah?
Sam: Abe starbucks? Dudok kat sane je ah.
Myself: Oi! Dah kat starbucks lah sial!
Sam: Eh? Hahahahah!



How irritating! ;D

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Maybe i should only invite some to read this blog. Some people are such busybody losers.

MOVED.
Maybe one day if i'm sick of live journal, i'll come back to here. So long.

HIATUS

The title explains it all. I'll be on hiatus till mid year ends. Probably i'll be busy till the national examinations are over. Mug mug mug till you perspire. Well i think it doesn't make sense. Fuck. Math test was hard just now. Managed to do only two to three of the questions. And what i mean was not one big question that i did. Besides that, there are still a lot of revisions to do. And that's why i don't have the time to blog nor use the computer cause i'll be reaching home late, then continue mugging.


On the other hand, one of my girlfriend wrote a letter to me and the others affecting it. I'm glad that she realise it cause i do not want to lose a friend just because she has someone else. I love her and nothing can ever change that and the friendship that we had built don't just collapse in a blink of an eye.


I badly need a new handphone cause the phone that i receltly been using was damaged, and now i am currently using 3100 model. How pathetic. Everytime i need to use it, i have to hide in a secluded places just to aviod people seeing me using that phone. HAHA


Tomorrow will be Ben&Jerry's free cone day. I doubt i'll be going as i'll be having prelims oral. Besides, it's kind of pathetic just to get one free cone of ice cream.

Those ironic psycho suck.

I swear this feeling is not right. It feels like a knife, piercing through a heart. And the wound is too deep, too deep that it create a scar and it won't go away. It sucks.

My computer has not been fix yet. Fuck. I've been depending on my sister's laptob for internet access. Well anyway, midyear examinations are just around the corner, but still, i have not revise every single chapters yet. There are test coming up next week, for every single day. From math, to biology, and stuffs.

One more thing. THE cca point get for this year is below 50 percent. Well of course this suck. Especially the PEOPLE whom are in THE cca. I've attain A2 for that, and i can't just sit down, shaking my legs, while they take all my cca points for my last four years, just because this year, my attendance's below 50percent. And the reason why i did not reveal what cca i'm in is because, THEY will get work out and find me, asking why did i blog about all this. Maybe i shall bitch about you people when i graduate SOON.

you parodies suck.

I don't know what i clicked yesterday till all my post are deleted. I was kind of pissed as i have already typed quite alot. Furthermore, it's around 1 in the morning. Whatever it is, i'm not gonna bother about it anymore.

I was feeling a little bit giddy after running 2.4 kilometres in the morning just now. But, i'm glad that everything is over now. I don't need to take napfa test again next year; well only if i'll enter jc. Apart from that, the five items were actually held on monday but the whole class did not attend it, pretending that we don't know anyting. HAHA

Those who did not come on the day the jogathon in school was held, was called up during recess just now and we get detention for not attenting it. Almost half of my class did not come to school on that day. It's rubbish having these kind of jogathon, moreover, it's in school. There's no fun nor excitement at all.

Anyway, i'll be celebrating my birthday on the 1st of june, instead of 24 may(which is the birthday date itself) because during that period of time, we're busy mugging for our malay major exam paper. So i doubt it'll be fun celebrating on the day itself.

I love Nangnang.

And goodbye. Back to studying.

My breathing seems disturbed. I can hardly get oxygen whenever I'm having cough. Worst still, I'm coughing non-stop while typing this. Besides that, my heart is throbbing. Pain from the man whom i call 'insert name here'.

School's been hectic these days. It seems that there are thousands and millions of homework's that i've not done. Tiny-miny test are almost given every week. Teachers seems to get naggy recently: to pass up all the homeworks on time; to pay full attention in class; to get high marks for every tests; to not sleep in class. The feeling is like riding a roller coaster ride up and down for a few times. And i can't stand it.

How i wish this would end in a split second, just like the way a lightning strike. But after much further thinking, i will, and definitely will make this thing to and end, and proceed to the next level next year.

Besides that, from a certain boy, whom have asked me out, keep impressing me with his tip-top plans, despite i'm not accepting his offer. Besides, boys are indeed dumb, and i don't care who's reading this. HAHA

Anyway, i am so pissed when Fabian told me that we're standing down in two more weeks when it's supposed to be yesterday. Heck i am fucking unhappy about this. And once i am officially out of that fucking thing, hell bitch i will blog about it. And I don't care what you parodies will say.

This whole thing was like reliving a nightmare, and trying to escape it was pointless. everything's a bitch now. everything's seems so sucky. everything's seems so wrong. i don't see why i need to forgive him though every beings made mistakes.

anyway, school's getting more ridiculous each day. in ways like people, i mean, idiotic people are starting to be more 'insert whatever you like here cause i don't like to call them names like how they did in school' nowadays. you destroys our friendship when you walk into it some time ago. the reason you're hanging out with us in school and after school, oh not to forget, going to school with us is because because your 'bestfriend' ditch you, cause she's already have a boyfriend, but you don't, isn't it? hello. it's so fucking obvious. you're trying to manipulate this friendship by doing all kinds of stuffs. you're now so much closer to her. and i don't like it. let me get this thing straight. i hate you, 'insert name here'.

besides that. my school had given a donation card to each and every student and we are expected to collect some amount of money for the school's financial students and some renovation. this is such a nuisance. these financial students are actually capable of not getting financial aid from the school cause i highly doubt that they do not have the money. an example would be a friend of mine. he'd just pretend that he needs that financial assistance but actually, his family do has the money to support his school fees and all. apart from that, there are stupid banners all around the school and i doubt they never spent on it without the use of our money. and hence, i don't see why we need to donate alot of cash to the school. for those who do, you're just an 'insert word here' person.

spent half of the day studying at Changi Airport yesterday. and something corrupted when we were going back but i don't need to blog about it. i'm sure i will come down again to do some mugging.

=.= to my baby. HAHAHA

like what i've said in my previous post, i still need to attend school lessons though it's a school holiday. and that's the reason why i don't update for the past few days. anyway, schools becoming more fun each day and i'm treasuring it of course, since i'm leaving the secondary school life at the end of this year. 5 years of secondary school's not easy. you need to go through the normal National examination then proceed to the Ordinary national examinations only if you manage to pass.

well. as for me, i'm glad that i make it this far.

went ngee ann poly just now and i should say that it was way better then going for the enrichment in ite when i was in sec four. it was totally boring, i should say. at least the people in ngee ann are friendly rather then the people in ite. like as if they are so cool. haha. well, i'm not looking down on those ite students but hey. majority of them are like that. it's not wrong saying the truth rather then saying something which is not exactly fact. whatever it is, though the people in ngee ann are friendly, i am not continuing my education in ngee ann as i will need to take a bus to reach that school. that's the part which i hated the most as i will get a little bit nauseous. singapore poly is still my next dream school. after the o levels. haha.

angan-angan besar. o level belum lagi amek. ;D

oh yes. besides cherishing every single day of my last year's secondary school life, i'm also cherishing all my friends. well, they are actually the ones whom make my day very fun and interesting in school. i'm sure that we won't get to see evryone after our secondary school life right? as each are going to the different path bak pepatah rambut same hitam tetapi hati lain-lain. ;D i love them all.

alright. till next time.

my computer is still down but thanks to the wonderful sister's laptob which saves the day. bah.

first and foremost, i'm proud to congratulate unity secondary basketball players who managed to won the match with jurong secondary with a score of 56 to 44, if i'm not wrong. whoa. it's certainly not a waste of time going there, cheering for them while they play. ;D

secondly, march school holiday's coming but nah. it's certainly not a holiday for me as i need to come to school every single day. believe it or not. gee.

thirdly, i will be going out with some of my friends on friday. but still, i miss hanging out with nadia. ;D go out sooooon, okay dear.

whoa. i will not get so mushy mushy with these kinda words. bahh.

okay, till next time. so long.

hello.

like i've said in my previous post, i won't be blogging that much cause i dont know what happenned to my computer. besides that, i'm kinda busy with school work. so i will only update it maybe twice per week.

school's been kinda hectic for me, there are test every now and then. i've made some improvements, though i'm not satisfied with the marks that i obtained. dnt. i used to be so semangat in this folio thing for the n levels, but when it comes to o's, oh my god. i don't wish to talk about it. nyeah.

i really can't wait for o's to be over. well, like what people said, success comes from hardwork. so i guess, i'll be working hard this year before sitting for the o's and get to my favourte course in poly.

okay. i'm off now to watch my favourite indonesian drama. whoa. i can drool over the hot dudes and the gorgeous babe. ;DD

till then.

i won't be blogging much cause i dont know what happenned to my computer till i can't even surf the internet. i miss internet. haa. whoa, like as if internet's my life.

i hate my father, very much.

ps: nurul, thanks for lending me your shoulder that time.
we'll talk soon, yeah.

i miss youuuu.

well. i suddenly have the urge to blog. don't know why either. probobly beacuse i've got nothing to do at home. besides studying i mean.

been reaching home at 5 plus recently. or should i say everyday? school's becoming real tiring these day. there are alot of stuffs to be done. zomg. oh. i started of the year with a great passing marks for my tests. well, except social studies. i somehow think that ms halimah is not good at teaching. she talks when we are writing down the points into the notes. 2 in 1? there's no way we can catch up with what she's saying. besides that, mdm li's pregnant. whoa. i'm happy for her but how can she do this to us? she's taking her maternity leave in july and no one will teach us physics after that. we're independent till the o level exams. great! NOT.

secondly. there are alot of homeworks now. and i mean a lot. sometimes i feel that time flies really fast cause i've got no time to finish up the works on time at home. see what i mean? furthermore, there are upcoming test one after another. we need to study, and there are homewoks to be done too. absolute zomg.

besides that, i tend to get sleepy in class. but luckily, one of my bestfriend is sitting next to me, which is so much fun. plus, i'm surrounded with crazy people around me. so, we'll always have time to crack jokes in between lessons. lessons would be a bore without them, really.

14 Feb, which is in two days time, will be desmond's birthday. he promised to treat us to Seoul Garden. isn't that great? i am so bless having real, crazy friends around me. they will never fail to crack jokes, and i mean lame jokes in class. especially desmond. hahaha. ;D

and then, a few days later, which is on friday, will be shahida's birthday party. and that means fun night! i'll be staying over at the chalet with her, atikah and shahila for two nights. i wonder what we will be doing at night, besides sleeping. and oh. escape theme park in the morning! whoa. i am so excited for it. i hope it turns out to be a good, fun birthday party that i've ever attend!

oh. noticed that i have deleted my tagboard? i don't want anyone to tag anything. i just nee dsomeplace to blog, so i guess there's no need for people to tag. it's alright if they read my post.

before i forget, i would like to take this opportunity to congratulate all the o level graduates on achieving their dream results. for those who don't, it's not the end. and to you. it seems that you've changed alot. from a very clumsy, crazy, dumb girl i've ever met, you've totally changed you know. well. people changed after some time. and i doubt you don't too. congratulations too cause you get to go into the jc that you want. i'll still cherish the memories we had for 4 years in ncc. good luck okay. keep in touch though.

okay. till the next post. will update more when i have the time. take care. ;)

noticed the date on my previous post? yeah. that's how busy i am these days till i have no time to update.

there are like alot of homeworks. test coming one after another. not to forget, design and technology. well, i used to be so enthu in doing this folio thing for my n levels. but then, when it comes to o's, i fell oh so lazy to do everything.

let's put aside all those stuffs. went out with two of my girls on saturday. it was fun, hanging around, camwhoring at the marina promenade. oh ya. i did some shopping too!

mummy look! i'm a catwoman! ;D

and, the day was well spent when i finally found out today that i'm broke. and i need money. ;D

oh anyway, cheers to singapore for emerging champions in the ASEAN football championship. i am so proud of them lah hookay. despite of having the thailand people boo-ing at them, which is so stupid of them to do that, the lions managed to scored a goal in the 2nd half of the game. ;)

alright. till then.

i'm sorry for neglecting my blog.

it's been since since i've update. well, i rarely had the time to update. furthermore, i tend to get sleepy, fast these days. and i'm not sure why too. also, this year's gonna be a roller coaster ride for me. i bet it's gonna be one hectic 2007 for me. o levels. noone's gotta escape reality. we just have to face it one day, isnt it.

homeworks are pilling up everyday. well, although it's like only 2-3 subjects of homeworks per day, it's the quality that matters. tons and tons of worksheets are given for each of the subjects. and guess what we are suppose to do with it. read and understand and do some revisions on it. that's all. i feel so restless of doing that thing. haa.

oh anyway. there's 2 people who are celebrating their birthday this month. tetek and desky. haa. and that'll means, buying presents for them. and i think i'm gonna be broke for this month. bahh. i don't mind buying presents for them. as long as they appreciate what i bought for them and treasure it. xD

okay. till then.