sorry was not updating for few days. lol. was too lazy, okay=p

cycling at pulau ubin was fun! heh. there's so many places to explore. graveyards, quarry, baby prawns=) and lots lots. cycle for like more than 3 hrs. lol. haha. butt hurts! okay. all of the people went were quite alright. not so boringgggg.



US=) excluded of maran and alvin, i think.

okay. im not so into blogging nowadays. lol. schools opening in 3 days time. im excited! bla bla. pictures of pulau ubin, click HERE.

i'm totally, fuckingly in love with the song The Secret by Emery. the lyric is so fucking nice and lovely. lol. you people should listen to it. i guarantee you that you will fall in love with it. haha. just like how i fall in love with that song=)

the upcoming week are book for me. no date with my girlfriends before school reopen ad there's something on from wed to fri. cycling on tuesday! yay. a day full of fun! laughter! as for monday, i'm book. weee!

NUR KHAIRUL, remb our DATE tmw=)
okay. i'm excited!
wear white for tmw, okay!!
YOU and ME<33!



MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

i have attitude towards guys?
WTF??!!

can you prove it? okay. if i've heard wrongly yesterday, if i have attitude towards girls, WHO? i bring bad names to unity. like what? i only show attitude towards my senior in our sch. not other schs. haha. what such fake stories you believe, created by the seniors.

about the fuck thing. okay. i admit it. but abt bringing bad names to our unit, what the fucking hell? you heard THEY saying me and jie xi names. who? tell me. haha. you people are one big liers. if you heard other schs complaining abt me, tell me who can? goddamit.

i'm just not happy with our seniors. they called us flirt? they say we quarrel in hq? wah fuck. during ndp, i talk to one guy, whom he is my pri sch friend, and rohaizad say "DON'T FLIRT CAN?" do you people ever think how i felt that time? only jie xi knows how it feels, cause she went thru in GOH training too. if i am called flirting, what are the seniors called? IDIOTS? even ask me to take a girls number from tampines sec NPCC. goddammit.

we are called flirt. can you accept people called you a flirt?? by only talking to your friends? think la. during goh training, in air unit contingent, there's only 2 schs will girls, and that is unity and northview. so tak salah kan we unity girls join the northview people. and the seniors say that we flirting with northview. WHAT THE FUCKING HELL ARE THEY THINKING??! tak cakap salah, cakap salah.

i cried, during ndp. and jie xi cried during goh. summore what you people want to call us? idiots? perempuan sundal? bitches? fuckers? we just cant stand the seniors think that we are flirting, just by talking to other sch guys.

whatever had happenned, the FAKE stories, the FAKE comments, or whatever shits, i'll still respect you as my clt. no matter how or what you think of me, or what i think about you, i'll just respect you.

I'LL JUST PRETEND NOTHING HAD HAPPEN

CALLING ALL PINE2 FROM AKE!

the bbq on 28 dec, will be change to cycling at pulau ubin. anyone interested, please contact me through msn, friendster or whatever shiits that you can=) or even can contact jie xi.

please make it on that day cause it's our gathering day, okay.
I MISS YOU PEOPLE SIAA=p


haha. okay. went to beach road with jie xi just now. bought black t shirt. headed to bugis. we played prank on someone. HAHAHA! it was fucking fun. WOW. bought something for my sister friend. then bought for me something. haha. finally, i get what i want=) wow!



hp case. fucking cute isn't it? haha!



the monster that i bought for my cat at genting. LOL

okay. i'm off now.
I MISS NURUL. FASTER COME ONLINE, OKAY DEARIE=]

I'M BACK!


haa. KL and GENTING was fun! really. in KL, were all shopping. while in genting, were all games!

1st day
went there by bus in the morning. reach KL ard 5+. take cab to father's company apartment. the apartment was okay la. clean. not dirty. haha. not like other buildings. so YUCK=x okay, put our bags then off to Sunway Pyramid. ate japanese food there. then shopping. haha.

2nd day
off to genting in the morning about 8am. take the komuter to KL sentral then bus to genting. reach genting station. took cable car to reach to the peak of the mountain, where fun awaits us. lol. damn, it was so fucking cold up there. clouds around us. so that means i'm in one of the clouds! haha. FUN=p

went to play the games there. there's this thrill ride, dont know what it is called. it was so scary sia. haha. the thing will take us to 15 story high. stop for 10 secs, then let go. so we were like commiting suicide. haha. damn, i felt like there's nothing around me. no seat belt, no nothing. like as if i'm flying. haha. can't even shout that loud. LOL.

3rd day
the whole day went shopping. i was the one who bought alot of things. hehee=) walk for the whole day. altho my legs were aching, i just can't stop buying things. haha.

4th day
went home in the morning. take bus again. there's this BITCH beside me, who complained that she's hot, because i dont want to close the curtain. nak step puteri lilin konon. chinese. lol. i'm not racist, okay. lol. okay, pictures!




see the clouds? we will vanished into it, sooon=p



the entrance=)




how did they do all this building up here?? lol


there's FAKE people up here too. =]


ELEPHANTS!




goblin house!


welcome to my house=)


from the aprtment. these city looks like monopoly! haha


monopoly houses! NICE=p




night city of kuala lumpur=) nice siaaa!


morning time.


THE THINGS THAT I BOUGHT=)




earrings for sale! haha




the souveniors for LEE JIE XI and SHAHIDA, the two idiots cum cheeebai=)


okay. thats all. i had fun! lol.
bye!

i'll be heading off to KL tmw morning. yay! that means shopping. i'm so happy, happy, happy.

i'll definitely miss my computer, VERY.
i'll take aloot of pictures and update when i return, alrights.
goodbye!<3

okay. this was a special request from afiqah. and nurul too, whom i forget to do it last time. sorry, nurul darling=)

rules of the game;
1. post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
2. at the end of the quiz, list the next 5 people who want to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog and here it goes.


1) i love to give people miss calls.
2) i'm very sacarstic=p
3) loves to smack people's butt=x
4) i love my hair. wow
5) i'm always late. VERY.

here's the 5 people;
1) jie xi
2) sheila
3)fitri
4)hidaya=)


hahaha. end game, yay!
i'm off to school later for pds training.
bye(:

today went flag day. met jiexi at cck. went tiong bahru to take the donation thingy and headed off to orchard to ask. haha. very paiseh the first time. after few mins, then realised it was bloody FUN=p

went to change place at ard 9+ to city hall, cause orchard got alot of nyonya's and apek's who are so kpo asking for donation there. go funan, raffles city and suntec. went back to orchard. were tired like fuck. stop asking for donation but instead went for shopping. thanks to LEE JIE XI, we were shopping and playing with cute stuffs in isetan.

met izwan, meng koon's first admirer. HAHA! bloody hell. can't post what i think about him here. LAUGHOUTLOUD. saw a group of jap guys and we were attracted to their CUTE-ness. were so crazy about them till we took a picture with them. thanks to LEE JIE XI again for this. lol. although it's kinda embarasing. hahaha! okay.



aren't they cute? LOL=p



mine and jie xi NEW wallet=)


okay, i'll end it here.
FRIDAY IM GOING GENTING AND KL.
YAY! SHOPPING! GAMES! FUN!

went escape yesterday. met jie xi 8am at choa chu kang. qayyum not there. call, call, call, he never pick up. waited for him for ard 30 mins. finally he called. cocker, because of you we overstay inside mrt=p

met ian at whitesands. met qayyum at pasir ris station and headed off to escape. reach there around 11+. first ride, viking. it was fun, tho i feel like vomitting. haha. went to wet and wild and haunted mansion. ate lunch, and were were shivering cold inside the air con room.


shahida came after that. forced her to take wet and wild ride. finally, she's fuckingly wet=p cause she sat behind. noob! went haunted mansion again after that. shahida lead this time. we were scaring her all the way. she was like AAAAAARRRRRRR!! gyler.


bla bla. mark came. took inverter and lastly, wet and wild. finally, all wet. we took the wet and wild ride for like more then 5 times. headed to TM to eat. and went home. okay, i dont want to blog summore abt something happenned yesterday. let the pictures do the talking=)

had pds trainng yesterday. dammit, it was tiring. went to hq after that to watch the pop for clt course. we were so crazy and mad laughing while walking, till the BLOODY IDIOT sir shout at us "ehh, faster. you think what? leisure camp is it?!" i was like, what the fucking wrong with him? we not in any camp? bloody chiiicken.


during the parade, that so called "indian guy" and that is MIRZA of ST. GABRIEL sch, approach us, and began scolding like nobody's businness. "ehh, take out that lanyard. you air unit are not suppose to wear lanyard with no 4. you not land unit." he told jie xi, showing his IDIOTIC face. what the FUCK with him? never go clt course then want to scold people. GET A LIFE YOU FUCKING IDIOTIC KELING ASSHOLE. (i hope you read this. cause i want you to know that i fuckingly HATES you.)


okay. after the parade, went to congratulate ameer, nizam and aein. CONGRATULATIONS TO AMEER, NIZAM, AEIN. faster take over our sch, and chase that rice cooker and mopeng face out of unity=p


another thing, shahida was like nagging every sec, like worse than my cat. hahaha!=p

ohh. i totally forgot about this. while we were walking down the so called HILL in hq, this clt wannabe approch us. he talk talk about camp pin and shoo us away. WHAT THE FUCK YOU FAT ASS? he just want to talk to meng koon. guess what?? he ask meng koon for this. "MAY I HAVE YOUR NUMBER?" hahahhah. goddammit. meng koon is popular to only ONE person. that JURONG SEC name IZWAN, future clt wannabe, is a DESPERATE GUY. asking people, MAY I HAVE YOUR NUMBER.. hahahah! WAS SHOCKED. TOTALLY SHOCKED. luckily i nvr mampos kena heart attack.


went home after that, bath, and immediately sleep. goddamiit, i was tired.


2 MORE DAYS TO ESCAPE!
YAY!
FUNNN FUNNN FUNNN!!!!!
OHMY!

yay. escape, escape, escape! that means fun, fun, fun! OMG! OMG! OMG! anyone wanna follow? but there are only ncc people coming. haha. so yeah, lols.


I'M EXCITED!
like what jie xi post at her blog
"i wont fly off the roller coaster, okay" =p

i cant believe there are people whom are jealous of my originality. haha. funny, thoses bitches or fuckers=p


okay, i'm bored. let's look at my cat snapshots=)




















he's mine, okay. aha. i'm bored. nurul not online; fana not online; feeqah not online, afeeq not online; KHAIRUL not online=(

spammers.
haha. stupid people. spam people's board, but dont dared to reveal their name.

you know what? you're crazy. accussing me anyhow. haha. i'm not so dumb like you. i have my own originality, and yeah. does it matter if i'm in normal academic or express, or even normal technical? different people have different brains. some maybe stupid, dumb, smart, genius, or whatever shiiits.


unlike you. you are born to wander around, accussing people. i dont look down on normal technical students, unlike you. maybe you're in express stream. so what? does that mean that you are fuckingly smart than i am? hahaha. doesn't that call stupid? you may be stupid in different things. isnt that right?


i never ever felt guilty in this. why? because i didn't do any wrong. tell me, in which part do i dont have my own originalty? you're making jokes, to make me laugh. haha! maybe it's you who don't have originality. reveal your name, if you dare. hahaa.


i know it's just a comment. and i dont get soo worked up, because i in no wrong, like you. maybe you got the wrong person to mess around with.


hahaha! people nowadays.
i'm still waiting for you to reveal your name.
ONLY IF YOU DARE ENOUGH TO DO THAT=)



okay. enough of that. i miss camps. i want camps. haha! okay. i can't wait for the escape trip with crazayy ncc people. hohoo!=p i bet it's gonna be fun. yay.

boredoom take over me this week.
dammit. i'm bored la.

LAZY TO POST.
IM BORED.


yay. 12/11 going escape with ncc people!
hohohooo=p
LOVELOVE<3!

wth! we got 5th placing for ncc annual shooting competition. aiyerr.
but who cares right.


UNITY GIRLS ARE THE CHAMPION IN AIR DISTRICT.
im still happy. yay!

okay. i'm off to camp now. aha.
bye suckers!

new phone. yay yay! LOVE;LOVE<3! thanks to momma for buying this. haheho. and yeah. change my hp number already. so, msg me in msn to get it, okay.

i'm off now to explore my new phone!
BYE!!

i'm done with a new layout. yes. i love it! it's simple. and i love it. hohoo!=p

awards night @ ngee ann poly yesterday was okay. saw lotsa people, as in unity and ex unitians. mr nathan leaving us this year. changing new principal. will miss him. aha! I BET NURUL WILL MISS MR NATHAN TOO, right? haha

damn i need a new sim card. dont know when momma will buy that for me. stupid sim card. baru2 nak rosak. asal tak mampos skali.

and she'll buy for me a new phone too. YAY-ness!
ok. bye!

okay. im here to update about the ipoh trip.

the trip was fun. real fun. so much of excitement, laughter and stuff. except that the land cadets are so so selfish. didn't thought that land cadets are like that. they only know how to care for themselves, not others. damn all the land cadets. they suck. even the clts too. fuck them.
ps/: for land cadets reading this, im sorry if you people terase.

1st night
booked in hq at 9pm. some stuff happen the whole night. cant type it here.

1st day
headed off to perak, ipoh at 0800 hrs. the bus were full of land cadets. damn them. so noisy like fuck and cheebaiS. reach ipoh at 1645 hrs. wash up and had dinner at ard 1800 hrs. had a feast at night inside tent. hahahaha! FUN FUN FUN!! =p

2nd day
take mini van to kampar river for the white water rafting. damn! the rafting were sooooooooo fuuuuuuuuuuuuuun! simply cant describe it. hohoo=D it was so fun that i hit my butt on one of the rocks while doing body rafting. bla bla bla. headed down the river for about 2 1/2 hrs. end up in some kampong at 1530 hrs. had lunch. headed back to campsite. bla bla bla.

3rd day
went inside gua tempurung. THE CAVE WAS NICE. alot of bats. they told us that the limestone took 200yrs to form into different kind of shapes. eg fish, dolphins, pregnant lady, pigs' leg, elephant and lots lots. interesting, right(: went deeper into the camp. were told to switch off our torchlight and it was fucking dark in there. had to swim to one place to another. water so cold. high up to chin level. out of the cave at ard 11+ am. had lunch and headed back to singapore=) luckily we were in the same bus as the sji. damn they were fun. GAYS! ahaha!


ok. im tired or typing. pictures? click here


i still dont know what to wear for the awards nite at ngee ann poly later in the evening. !!!!!!
bye=)

sec 3 camp was FUN! wow! REALLY FUN!

1st day
arrive at JALAN BAHTERA campsite in the morning. i was supppose to be in group 6 but the fcuking instructor force me to moved to another group which was called MANG. damn. was so fcuking CIALAK. was allocated to our bunks, which were build with a wooden floor. dammit it was painful to sleep on with full of LIZARDS! went to our lunch then proceed with our 1st activity, that was the high elements. there's this station called the balancing bridge, it was REAL shaky, and we were suppose to walk from one end to another. haha. it was ard 3 story high, but i manage to finish it! YAY-ness! the 1st day were mainly our dry activity which was the high elements.

2nd day
in the morning, our 1st activity was kayaking! the water were freezing cold=P kayak ard the kelong but it was not fun at all. next was rafting. were suppose to build a raft using long woods and 'dont-know-what-thing' so to hold 17 people to sit on it and let it out to sea. next activity were trekkers challenge. this was fun! had lunch and proceed to out next activity, low elements. this was so much tougher then the high elements. aiyerr.

night time. prepare for our campfire item. decided to do hokey-pokey dance plus chihuahua. ahaa! the campfire was FUN FUN FUN. with groups cheering and loosing their voice.

okay. there's this part whereby each grp need to sent 1 representatives which is creative. my grp pick me, as im the NOISIES girl in my grp. we dont know what to do in the first place. after introducing ourself, they told us what to do and we were like OMG! we were suppose to dance with music blindfolded. HAHAHA! they played blindfold us and played the music. i dance dance dance like hell doing all kinds of action like as if im high. hohoohooo!xD but i was the last 4th to get eliminated. aiyerr. at last, there we 2 winners, which is radhiya and one girl, dont know her name. hahahah! it was so embarassing. i dont know how to face my classmates next time or even the whole chohord!

3rd day
this was the last day of the camp. do area cleaning and bla bla. went home and here i am, blogging. still havent pack my bag for tmw's ipoh trip. aiyeryerr! my body is all aching=)

jalan-ing raye yesterday was fun. hohoo!xD went ard the west area by lorry. FUN FUN FUN! WOW=P

today gonna jalan raye again. YAY-ness! tomorrow's camp. havent pack bag yet! DAMN.
3days camp. continue with 3 day ipoh trip. woohoo! i'm gonna have FUN. REAL FUN!

so long people!=D

i'm finally online. yay=)


there's so much to tell, but yeah, it will take me hours to type all of it. alot of things had happened the last few days, or MONTHS. heehooooo xD

anyway, TOMORROW's HARI RAYA! weeeehooooo=p lovelove<3!
not gonna go online tomorrow. haa. as will busy collecting money. WOW! lol.

okay. i'm off to school now to present the total defence thing to that asshole, mr fan. damn, he really SUCK.
*i bet nurul will not be happy to read this. haha. i'm sorry, darling. mr fan is not a good teacher to me. HAHA=D


SELAMAT HARI RAYA people!=)

i'll be online tomorrow.
YAY!

EXAMS ARE OVER!!

but i still havent got back my internet. dammit. i miss lotsa stuffs.
okay. bye<3!

hello people. aha.
dammit.
I MISS MY COMPUTER LARH!

okay. exams is like 3 days away. dammit. and im still stuck in physics. REALLY.
IM DUMB IN PHYSICS.
can any kind fellow teach me physics next time? ahaha!


okay. end here. till next time. bye<3!

reply to taggies
fida: okay. take care.
ezac: LAUGH OUT LOUD! =)
nurul: happy fasting to you too dearie(:
jie xi: i crazy or you crazy? HAHAHA! dammit. i miss my computer. and i miss smacking your breast! haha! no ncc. no smacking shahida's one. LOL.
fee: haa. nvm. i'll contact you when im online okay. aha!

I MISS MY COMPUTER!

dammit you father. haha.
i miss everyone on msn.
i miss nurul. i miss syiqa.
i miss nyonyaS. ahaha!

okay. bye=)
i love you people.

will be back after one month.

THANKS TO MY COMPUTER.

DONT TALK TO ME IF YOU DONT WANT TO

really. im sick and tired of all your shits. youre full of nonsense. VERY sensitive. you always play tricks on us. I WAS JUST KIDDING LA. you think funny is it? how do you feel when WE play that on you. youre angry right. only about small matter, you dont want to talk to us. or whatever shits.

okay. so from now on, dont talk to me until you sedar you diri okay. we actually love you alot and we dont want to lose you. but yeah. its already your decision on this.

so yeah. bye.

okay. im updating for the sake of NURUL. and plus, im super doooper soniicc bored. haaahaa!

nurul is not going to that place. YAY. i LOVE you my WIFE. ahaa!
chatting with her now about LETS GET RETARDED! ahaha. thats what insanee people do when they are extremely bored, right hunny? =)

dammit. i really dont know what to type here.

tomorrow gonna wake up really early in the morning. damn.


I MISS MR NATHAN!
CAUSE HOLIDAYS ARE HERE!
NYEHEHEHEHE!
dammit.


okay. stop it. dont take about that chicken freak again.

okay. had malay oral just now. damn. it was hard. really. the passage is about "melayu/islam, cara-cara tagani cabaran" that was okay as it was only reading.

but when answering what mdm rashidah's question was like OMG. the first one was bout "apakah tanda-tanda dan akibat anak luar nikah". damn. i really dont know what to say on that. aha. only manage to say "anak itu akan terbiar dan itu mengakibatkan anak itu menjadi tidak tentu arah. mungkin juga mereka mendapat kurang kasih sayang daripada ibu bapa mereka. daripada itu, timbullah perhubungan seperti teman wanita dan lelaki. THEN selepas itu, timbul satu lagi masalah yang mereka melakukan seks luar nikah." haa. i know. IT WAS WRONG. ahaa. shit.

the second one was "kenapa pelajar-pelajar sekarang tercicir daripada pelajaran dan mengabaikan sekolah". at least this one is better. except that i dont know how to translate the word influence to malay word. ahaa. manage to say "mereka telah terpengaruh dengan masyarakat luar atau pun kawan-kawan yang mereka campuri." haha.

the third one was "bagaimanakah melayu/islam dapat tangani semua cabaran ini?" wow. this one I LOVE. aha. better. "jabatan kuasa MENDAKI boleh mengadakan kempen tentang perkara ini. mereka juga boleh pergi ke sekolah-sekolah posmenegah untuk membahagikan FLYERS-FLYERS kepada pelajar-pelajar." ahahaha.

okay. now i know i need to read more malay books then english books. im stupid at malay languange. REALLY. so yeah. should read lesser stephen king books. ahaa.

so yeah. monday, tuesday and wednesday going for the silver wing thingy. ahaa. damn. i wanna sleep. shit. why must we reach AFS at 7.30am? its like so farrr from choa chu kang. urgh!

Mama need not have to come for the Parents-Teachers-Conference to the the report card before the september holidays. whY? because i didn't fail three or mo subjects. see. i've improve. and mama so be proud of me. haa.

unity idol finale was just now during assembly. yea. that girl sings like so NICE. aha. fang liang much more better. SERIOUS. haa. so yeah. too bad for fang liang. cause he came in second. but hey. at least he got something. not like ME. haa.

tomorrow is ACES day cum celebrating teachers day too. and yay. thursday is a school holiday. i love. gonna study and catch up on my history work. aha. dont ask me out anyone. cause during the september holidays, im gonna go for the silver wing thingy. DAMN. oic summore. but im save. cause jie xi is also going. haa. can help me do the admin stuff. so yeah. HELP ME OKAY, JIE XI? =P

tomorrow also meeting sofiah to lend her some stuff for her mt. ophir expedition. haa. CAN I FOLLOW SOFIAH?? lol. damn. i miss ophir. haa. remember that time me and jie xi quarrelled with meng koon cause we didn't wait for shahida and her to go down that KFC THING. why we didn't wait? cause they were slow. and we were so fast. how can we stop when we are happily climbiing down that KFC thingg? plus, its steeping down. so, cannot stop anyhow. later i TEGOLEK from that thing and MAMPOS, i dont want. cause i still love JIE XI and lalala. haha. dumb. STUPID.

now i know that i cant post what i feel and probs towards nc here. you know. will create spams in tagboard and some i -dont-know fucking chee baiii's will tag at my board saying SHIT word. yarh. they all just suck.

SOMEONE MORE SUCK.
THAT FUCKING IDIOTIC FUCKER.

jie xi,
SORRY. yarh. i know. im the one causing this. promise. will not cause it again. =/
and yarh.
I STILL HATE THAT MOLE!!
ps: please dont tell him.
lalalalala =P


**people. please dont ask me ANYTHING about this in msn. i aint telling ANYONE about how i feel toward this or whatsoever. so yarh. just dont ask. cause im sick and tired of you people asking "WHATS WRONG? WHATS WRONG?"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY!

MR FAN REALLY SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!

urgh.
okay. im sorry. dont you know that i also have a fucking attitude? i know you do. so? if like that happens, might as well i quit nc, right? its that fucker mr fan attitude who makes me to quit nc. i know you people cant feel the same way. NO ONE. it feels like a jug full of acid water that's just poured over my whole body. his words. its like shoooooooooooooooooooooting through this fucking body very deeeep.

i know. im the cause of this and everything. but yea. im sorry. it doesnt really matter whether you care or not. ITS FINE WITH ME. REALLY. because the ans is always from you.

yarh. CALL ME A SHIT BAG FROM NOW ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
im sorry.

JIE XI.
JUST SAY I SUCK INFRONT OF ME OKAYYY!
I KNOW I SUCK.
DONT WHEN I ASK YOU ABT THIS, YOU SAID NO.
JUST SAY THAT I FUCKINGLY SUCKK.
IM FUCKINGLY STUPID.
FINE.
FROM THE NEXT NC TRAINING, I'LL JUST GO MY OWN WAY, AND YOU GO YOUR OWN WAY.
JUST SAY INFRONT MY FACE THAT I FUCKING SUCK ALOTT.

you thing you the only one who feel about all this tuff is it? you dont think that i feel the same towards this? i know you dont feel the feelings that i had after spec crs. the CLTs, the COs were all fuckingly chee bai. its reall fuckingly ANGRY to see their facess. like what you said "try putting us into your shoe". but can you try putting yourself in my shoe? im surely you cant feel the feelings tt i have. and yarh. everytime, that fuckingly chee bai mr fan say this and tt. im sure you know what he said. its like he really look down on us. I KNOW YOU CANT FEEL THE FEELINGS. I KNOW YOU CANT.

OKAY.
im not gonna talk about this FUCKING NC THING AGAIN.
it makes my fucking eyes full of my fucking tears.
I SWEAR THAT AFTER I STEP DOWN FROM NC NEXT YR, I'LL NOT BE COMING DOWN FOR ANY NC AGAIN.
JUSSSSTT SAYYYYYYYYYY I SUCCCCCCKKKKKK.
OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sorry about everything. i just dont want loose our friendship we build for almost three years now just about thing fucking matters.

ii fuckingly need to talk to someone now.
SYIQA! =(

went out to watch The Maid with that sucker(jie xi) after school today. haa. rush to causeway point to watch the 2.10pm show. haha. and yarh. mama was there too. with her friend, of course. the movie was kinda okay larh. SCARY? i should say. haaa. but most of the scary2 part, i was closingg my eyes with my freaking itsy-bitsy finger plus the whole of my palm to prevent from seeing the ghost. hahaha! the ghost were like WOW. DAM CHIO BU. i think if imma guy, i'll CHIO her like fuck man. haha! sick.

went to eat pizza hut after that. whY? because mama force us to eat. yea. jie xi was soo happy cause mam did treat us. hey. im happy too okay. she like gave me more than 20 bucks just to spent on the movie and stuffs. wOw! i LOVE<3. haaa. ate the dont-know-what cheesy pizza set. mama and her friend force us to eat TWO pizzas and some onion and calamari rings. were BLOODY FULL like fuck man. she even force us to finish up almost a quater left of the coke inside the pitcher. DARN. haaha.

rush to the toilet after that. haha. and did something with that suckerr inside. hahahahahaha!

walk around and saw this bloody idiot, MIRZA. that suckerr. he look like a MAO now siaa. HAIRY MONSTERRR! ahahahaha. okay. i hope he's not reading this. lol. if youre reading, sorry. if you come to help for the silver wing phase two, dont smack me, cause just now you alr smack me with your FUCKINGLY NOT NICE folio. please larh. your graff is so so not nice okay. just admit it, DUMB.

bla bla. school was okay just now. will be getting back my bio and physics test paper. lets just pray i'll pass both paper. and yarh. I PASS MY ENGLISH TESTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO HAPPY. YAY-ness. haaaa!

okay. i want to study.
so lonng,
suckkers(:

physics test was kinda okay. but yeah. bio. SHIT. i have no hopes for passing my bio test this time round. shitt larh. regret taking bio. indeed, bio is funn. but there's lotsa stuffs to remember. like how the phagocytes engulf the bacteria and how photosynthesis works. die larh.

tomorrow having inter-class volleyball match. WTF? i dont even know how to play VOLLEYBALL?!and the fcuking mdm li expext me to join this? KNN. hate herr. alot. at least, mr toh is sooooo much BETTER. yeps. hahaha! YAY-ness. wednesday gonna watch The Maid with that suckker(jie xi). haha. gonna have REAL FUN together. yay yay(:

there's this girl from my school keep following MY KINDA so called style? WTF? darn piss with you since dont know when? and yarh. PLEASE edit your friendster profile because the WORDS under ABT ME is exactly the same as mine. and yarh. the picccs too. dont ever STEAL the pics that i've uploaded at friendster. FCUK YOU. KNN. CHEE BAI. better do something. before i'll be a REAL, MAD, INSANNEE monster. BITCH!

oh great. im missing him so much nowadays. really dont know why? SHIT. and yarh. if youre reading this, better be. i want you bacck. i know im the one who cause the troubles and stuffs. but i still need you. i miss you. alooot. dont you ever think of that?

the words that appear from my mouth is still fresh in my head. im sorry. forgive me larh. i dont know how to tell you this when we're on the phone the last two nights. the words that i wanna say seems to be stuck inside my throat and its like something is blocking it. ouhh great.

i still love you. haha. likha is sucha fool to believe her own words when she's angry. -slaps myself.

im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. imsorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. m sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry.

lets start. firstly, i want to thank my WIFE also known as NURUL. why? cause she help me adit my picc. there. on the left side of my lay. i'm so so in love with it. THANKS DARLING(: i owe you ice-cream. haaa. promise. okay.

went out with momma just now to Causeway Point. ate at delifrance. yups. im so soooo FULL now. and i feel like vomitting. haha. i feel restless. LOLX. dammit. i should not have eaten that pasta just now. should have instead eaten a set of sandwich meal. sheesh. nevermind. but at least, i have funn going out with her. haha.

and yarh. besides that, there's this guy inside delifrance, working as an waiter. haha. he was appraching us to serve our food when aleh-aleh, he said "assalamualaikum." and we were like okay. haha. after that, BURST OUT INTO LAUGHTER. ahahhaa. bad right? lol.

went to walk around after that. she bought a pair of shoe. but i didnt bought anything. was in LOVE with this pair of so called "shoe" i think. but didnt have the courage to ask momma to buy it for me. haaa. sometimes, im stupid. haha. why didnt i just tell her that i wanted that so called "shoe"? ahaha. she was like all along asking me what i want to buy. but i have no courage to tell her i want THAT. ahahaha! suckk man =/

ok. this is for jie xi.
to the recent post that you have read, im sorry. i just cant keep the feelings in me. i just want you to know that you guys are really looking down on some of the nc cadets. urgh! cant stand it, you know. even for the last training, during the meeting, i cried. the words from mr fan's FUCKING mouth is so FUCKINGLY hurting some of us. i know you cant feel the feelings but try to understand, okay. SHIT. sometimes i reflect on myself. why must i join this fucking cca when all of the people are looking down on US? fuck siaa. im pissed with the people around me. esp nc cadets. KNN. please go tell that fucking co to fuck his own mouth. KNN.

for the CLTs too. i hope you are reading this. why are you people so bias toward me? during the interview, you said that you guys always find fault in me every training. LIKE WHAT FUCKERS???!!! i dont care what you FUCKING CLTs said about keeping this interview cnvrsation a secret. KNN. you people simply suck. look at jie xi. she always wears a ear stick. her fringe always drop down. look at her coloured hairband. why didnt you FUCKING CLTs catch her? why you FUCKING CLTs always catch me? BIAS right FUCKERS?!!! i forget to bring up about this point during the interview. why? because i hate to see all yoour FUCKING faces. really look like FUCKERS. you FUCKING CLTs ask me whether is there any family or relationship problems. WHY MUST YOU FUCKING CLTs HAVE TO CARE ABOUT. YOU GUYS ARE ONLY INCHRGE OF NC RIGHT FUCKERSS!

BODOH NAK MAMPUS. KECIK2 TANAK MAMPOS. DA BESAR JADIK MAK BEDAH MANER ENTA. SAJAK LARH NAME KAU TU. NAME ORG2 TUE. FUCK YOU LARHH.

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINNESS. you people think i want to tell you about all this personnal problems is it? WAIT TILL YOU FUCK YOU FATHER THAN I TELL LARH. KNN. YOU GUYS ARE REALLY MOTHAFUCKER FREAK. FUCKERS.


okay. im done.

i pass my math. THANK GOD. weeee(: im happy; im happy; im happy. YAY-ness. two more test to go. must pass my physics and biology test. its a MUST to pass. haaa=) yay yayy!

went to ITE ang mo kio for the two days attachment. BORING. FUCKINGLY boring. i mean it. i swear that im not gonna ENTER ite. no no. i promise myself to join the Junior College. i know myself very much. once i want that thing, die die i must get. haaa(:

tomorrow still need to go the ite thingy again. dammit. =/

i miss him.
i love him.
i want him back.
i miss his smiles.
i miss his laughter.
i miss his LAME jokes.
im into him.
im fuckingly crazy about him.
BUT i know i cant be with him):
goodbye.

i pass; i pass; i pass! i PASS my DnT test. YAY-ness. scored 91 out of 100. YAY YAY! second in class. YAY-ness. jumps around in class after i get to know i get 2nd in class for my DnT test. haa! yay yayy. I LOVE<3! i've shown improvement. LOTSA improvement. YAY-ness!


had nc meeting after school just now. only for SOME people. stupid MR FAN. never tell us. suckerrr! (: hate him aloooot. dont know why. maybe i was born to HATE him. haaaa! yarh. i know. im bad. like what jie xi said =/


okay. physics and bio test coming. hate science. REALLY. especially physics. why? because of the teacher. haha. but i LOVE the subject(: haha.


yay. yay. i PASS my DnT test. i LOVE; i LOVE; i LOVE!!
lets pray so i pass my math test too(:
byee<3!

i LOVE; i LOVE; i LOVE going out with jie xi. so fun. fun. fun!. haa. LOVE going out with that sucker alooot. only sucker will keep dropping her poster on the floor and only idiots will throw her poster up the sky. haha. you know i know, right jie xi?! lol.

OMG! OMG! OMG! there's this CRAZY guy from scdf wanted something from me. guess what? haa. the conversation goes like this.

"hello. why not while waiting for the people to finish seeing the vehicle, i'll explain to you about this motocycle."

"okay"

"both of you from which poly?"

"no larh. secondary." jie xi replied.

"ok. 16? 17?"

"-smile- 15." hahahahahahah! do we look like 16,17,18? DUMB SIAL.

"okay. basically this bike is for emergencies like..." bla blaaa.

we were like all along saying ok and nodding our heads. WHY? because not interested in civil defence stuff nor the vehicle. haaa!

"you two doesnt look interested right?"

we just nod head. PLUS, giggling. haha.

"both of you lesbians izzit?"

-shake head + giggling-

"best friends?"

-nodd head + smiling-

"so, you dont mind right if i ask you for your number?" -talking to me.

i just shake my head.

"why? got boyfriened already is it?"

"errr.. yarhh." hahahahha

"okay."

we walk away and say thank you. hahahah! i lied to him that i have bf. haha. LIKHA IS A LIAR!! haha. so? dont tell me i want to give my number to him?! what the FCUK sia. YUCKS. i'll kick his LJ then he know. haha! OMFG! OMFG! OMFG! the main point here is, scdf guys are desperados. maybe only SOME? but some are CUTE. except for the eyes. like "k-roh" like that. haaaaa!

okay. enough of that point. haha! we were like crazy charbo over there. keep taking pictures. saw LOCH-NESS monster walking around. haha. we even go to the ncc booth to play the archery. haha. its like we played 6 or 7 times? thanks to sir thomas who let us play. haha. the SIRs there like sick and tired of seeing our faces. hahaa!

okay. the pictures are uploaded. click here.

im tired of typing. want to sleep. haaa. byeee(:

don't feel like updating today. why? because i don't feel like too. ncc training today was TERRIBLE. i mean TERRIBLE, for me. im sure for all the part Cs too. don't ever ask why.

tomorrow gonna go the Marina Carnival with jie xi. I LOVE<3!

yay. ndp is a success. guess what? ncc darn rawks my socks mann. haaa! we simply rawks. haha. while singing, han suggested to go infront or the whole, join the choir. and we really did it. and yarh. its NCC who suggessted it. SAY HELLO TO NCC. hahahehehoho. we sang, we shout, we jump around like no one bussiness. haaa! okayy. stop it sucker. lolol(:

clap for me and jie xi cause we manage to escape from the ncc meeting. set by that SUCKER mr fan. FAN? haha. funny name. lol(:

went to change my clothes after that. take mrt with jie xi but dont know go where. wanted to watch the maid, but haven start yett. wanna watch marebito, but dont know where. indeed, we ended up at city hall, suctec city. dont know for what.

after walk here walk there, go eat at pizza hut. and yarh. we spent $15 EACH on that. SO CHEAP RIGHT?! its all because of LEE JIE XI. WHYYY???!! because i told her to go causeway point but she dont want. and yarh. WE nearly quarrelled with each other. but in the end, we laugh at each other. hahahhaha. thats how we hold our friendship so tight tight. TILL DEATH DO US APART(:

okay. while standing in the mrt, i plan on something. my future planss. haa! lets seeee.
end of sec 3 get MUST get my 2nd sgt rank.
early/mid sec 4, MUST get my 1st sgt rank.
step down after that.
i know i cannot make it to senior spec.
take N level.
MUST go take O level.
sec 5, maybe come back to ncc again, IF only i still love ncc.
take O level, and im aiming to go to Junior College.
yeps(:
maybe after O level, go for clt course?
if only im choosen. cause unity ncc co and the clt all sucks.
HATE THEIR FACESSS!
FAGGOTTT!
haaaaa!!


yayy. tomorrow gonna go shopping with my mamaaa! i LOVE! i LOVE! can ask her to buy anything for meeeee. yayy. i LOVE<3!

i've beganning to hate some of the people in ncc. WHY? they all suck. they only think for their own bla bla. some of them, hate someone because of her post. SHE is blinded by her hatred because SOMEONE gets that post as a USM. just because if that, everyone change. there's conflicts everywhere. why must there conflicts between the usm and the sgts? even if she doesn't fit to be the USM, you definitely DONT fit to become one right? so, there's no need for you to walk around, telling other schools that she doesn't fit.

you're too arrogant. you keep telling everyone tthat you are much more better than her. indeed, i agree that you simply LOVE to flirt with other school guys. you look down on people that is lower than you and stuff. you have the MOST badges, the only girl to become the 100m range marksman and stuff. so what? think about other people feelings, can you? everthing in the commitee you wanna be. everything you want. you are so so so selfish. DO YOU THINK YOURE SO GOOD?

i hope you change before anything happens. even if she's the usm for our unit now, we cannot do anything. cause she was choosen by the CO. you cant keep telling people people that she doesn't fit to become one till we step down from ncc next year, right? you're not the best among the part Cs. you're not the best among the girls in part C.

i cannot keep this feeling in me no more. i hope you just change and be someone else, on the other side of you. plus, if you still keep this behaviour and attitude in you, lets just kiss goodbye to the Gold Unit for Unity Air next year.

okay. i'll continue on what i post on my tagboard. lets just go straight to the point. NURUL, its not that im angry at you nor im sick and tired of you. but im sick and tired of all the fcuking misunderstanding between you and me with syiqa. you said that we are blaming on you. but about what? did i ever said that im blaming on you? did i? or did syiqa? please larhh.

you said that syiqa is the one who is taking me away from you. what the fcuk? think about it lar. doesnt mean that i talk to her on the phone almost every night and sharing my probs with her means she's stealing me away from you? the reason i did that is because im sharing my probs with her between US. since i knew syiqa, youve chnge. you said that she this lar. that lar. im always wondering. what the hell had happen to you.

dont tell me this prob i can share with you. hell no right. you will surely say "no larhh. where got". fcuk all this nonsense man. im sick and tired of all this fcuking nonsense itsy-bitsy fights among us that is accuring almost monthly? urgh!

please stop all this crap larh. im not siding any of you. everyone make mistakes. please change. and stop saying that we dont need you or we're blaming on you blah blaa. why must this happen just to hold our friendship as tight as possible??

are your entries about ME and HER? if it is, and if you reading this, PLEASE take this very seriously. we once fought about a small matter the last time. then, it happen few weeks ago. and now. it beginning to happen again. i really dont want this stupid stuff to happen again. why must we fought between us? why must you keep secrets between me and you? i know everything. you told her that you have a new GUY friend. she's in the same school as you. indeed the same class, right?

why cant you just tell me? why must i ask her than i can know the story? why cant you just tell me evrything? even though sometimes i tell her my stories first, but i still tell you right altho i dinch tell you the first person. so, i guess, you dont need me anymore right? or rather you dont need US anymore?

you once told her that she's the cause of OUR friendship because she's taking ME away from you. i used to share my probs with you. but now, not anymore. why? im not siding anyone here. i just dont want this to happen to us anymore. i want our friendship to be tight filled with love, patient and understanding. not filled with LIES.

my eyes are now filled with tears. urgh! cant we just have a peaceful, nice, lovely friendship between us?? please. okay? please take this very seriously. i MEAN it. i dont want to lose you. i just cant bear to lose someone like you. youre like part of my life that i share my probs with.

i heartt you<3!
you promised that you wont leave me again.
not anymore right?
please keep your promises.
cause i cant bear to lose someone like you.

Edit some of the colours and the pictures in my layy. because whyy? im EXTREMELY bored today. nothing can murder my boredoom away): did really nothing today. only talk on the phone, SMSing, chattin on msn, watching tv and eatt. THATS ALL.


something really funny happen yesterday? or izzit today? nvm. this morning. yarhh. talk to syiqa on the fone yesterday night. cause we decided to wish dian happy birthday. at around 11.45pm, im so sleepy. syiqa keep talking crap non-stop. 12 midnight came. SMSed dian saying happy birthday blah blahh. around 12.30. i tell syiqa that i cannot tahan anymore to sleep. but she pakse me to wait till she go out of her hse to meet her friend. she say "you just go to sleep. i will call you later when i go out of house. okayy?" i was like yerr larh syiqa. haha. so i accidently slept. blah blahhh. woke up around 4.55am. then i remembered that i was talking to syiqa on the phone. i hear no voice, no noise, no nothing. see my hp, no missed call. hahaha. put dwn the phone and continued sleepin.


today morning, sms syiqa and ask. FINALLY she said "i also tertido siakk!" hahahaa. i wass laughing non stop siak. SYIQA is really a siak girl(: LOL!


okayy.

youre my hunny bunch
sugarplum
pumpy-umpy-umpkin
youre my sweetie piee

gossh. that song really CYUTE(: and i mean KEY-YUUUUUT! haha.

social studies test tomorrow. studied like only 3/4 of the chpt 5 and 6? urgh! at least this chapter on conflicts among countries and diplomacy AND detterence is so much easier? lol. yarhh. ms halimah was so called GOOD larhh. she told us that we'll be tested on chptr 5 for source based quest and chptr 6 for structured quest. and yarhh. i hate source-based quest):


tomorrow. theres ndp rehearsal in school. can i not go? and yarh. i still hate mr. adrian ng. he's sucha GAY. no LJ i think? =) but mr fan more worse. no cock(: both of them really suck. SHE even more suck. yeps. you know who you are.


theres so much test dis few weeks. urgh!
=(

i dont know what to update. i just feel like seducing jie xi on friday. during the ndp rehearsal in school. hahaha! and yarhh. a deep; nice; passionate; wet; tasty smoochieee from me to you. so, get ready. LOLOL!
byeee(: <3!

okay. im here blogging for yesterday ndp 3rd NE show(: reach home late, around 11+. heh! ndp this yr was held at padang. its BORING. yeaa. last yr, where i performed(: was held in national stadium. its much more BETTER. bigger. -yeps

must thank shawn for the tickets. w/o him, we might not get to watch it. haha! ok. here are some of the pictures that ive taken with my digicam yesterday(:



Lets start off with the combined sch Military Band.




the Red Lions;
nice pattern right(:




the PDS.
comprising of the MP and the NCC<3!





<33!




the NAVYs Guard-Of-Honour




<3!




while waiting for the choir to finish singing,
this is what we take(:





this too!




chinook and hercules helicopters?
maybe some of you guys don know=P




the F-16 fighter plane<3!




Fokker-50 plane(:




the F-16 again<33!




US<3!




lets end of with fireworks!




this is nice!


okayy. i'll upload more of it. byee(:
<33!