Because maybe

You gonna be the one that saves me
And after all
You're my wonderwall.

Saturday, August 20, 2005

lets start. firstly, i want to thank my WIFE also known as NURUL. why? cause she help me adit my picc. there. on the left side of my lay. i'm so so in love with it. THANKS DARLING(: i owe you ice-cream. haaa. promise. okay.

went out with momma just now to Causeway Point. ate at delifrance. yups. im so soooo FULL now. and i feel like vomitting. haha. i feel restless. LOLX. dammit. i should not have eaten that pasta just now. should have instead eaten a set of sandwich meal. sheesh. nevermind. but at least, i have funn going out with her. haha.

and yarh. besides that, there's this guy inside delifrance, working as an waiter. haha. he was appraching us to serve our food when aleh-aleh, he said "assalamualaikum." and we were like okay. haha. after that, BURST OUT INTO LAUGHTER. ahahhaa. bad right? lol.

went to walk around after that. she bought a pair of shoe. but i didnt bought anything. was in LOVE with this pair of so called "shoe" i think. but didnt have the courage to ask momma to buy it for me. haaa. sometimes, im stupid. haha. why didnt i just tell her that i wanted that so called "shoe"? ahaha. she was like all along asking me what i want to buy. but i have no courage to tell her i want THAT. ahahaha! suckk man =/

ok. this is for jie xi.
to the recent post that you have read, im sorry. i just cant keep the feelings in me. i just want you to know that you guys are really looking down on some of the nc cadets. urgh! cant stand it, you know. even for the last training, during the meeting, i cried. the words from mr fan's FUCKING mouth is so FUCKINGLY hurting some of us. i know you cant feel the feelings but try to understand, okay. SHIT. sometimes i reflect on myself. why must i join this fucking cca when all of the people are looking down on US? fuck siaa. im pissed with the people around me. esp nc cadets. KNN. please go tell that fucking co to fuck his own mouth. KNN.

for the CLTs too. i hope you are reading this. why are you people so bias toward me? during the interview, you said that you guys always find fault in me every training. LIKE WHAT FUCKERS???!!! i dont care what you FUCKING CLTs said about keeping this interview cnvrsation a secret. KNN. you people simply suck. look at jie xi. she always wears a ear stick. her fringe always drop down. look at her coloured hairband. why didnt you FUCKING CLTs catch her? why you FUCKING CLTs always catch me? BIAS right FUCKERS?!!! i forget to bring up about this point during the interview. why? because i hate to see all yoour FUCKING faces. really look like FUCKERS. you FUCKING CLTs ask me whether is there any family or relationship problems. WHY MUST YOU FUCKING CLTs HAVE TO CARE ABOUT. YOU GUYS ARE ONLY INCHRGE OF NC RIGHT FUCKERSS!

BODOH NAK MAMPUS. KECIK2 TANAK MAMPOS. DA BESAR JADIK MAK BEDAH MANER ENTA. SAJAK LARH NAME KAU TU. NAME ORG2 TUE. FUCK YOU LARHH.

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINNESS. you people think i want to tell you about all this personnal problems is it? WAIT TILL YOU FUCK YOU FATHER THAN I TELL LARH. KNN. YOU GUYS ARE REALLY MOTHAFUCKER FREAK. FUCKERS.


okay. im done.

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