My breathing seems disturbed. I can hardly get oxygen whenever I'm having cough. Worst still, I'm coughing non-stop while typing this. Besides that, my heart is throbbing. Pain from the man whom i call 'insert name here'.

School's been hectic these days. It seems that there are thousands and millions of homework's that i've not done. Tiny-miny test are almost given every week. Teachers seems to get naggy recently: to pass up all the homeworks on time; to pay full attention in class; to get high marks for every tests; to not sleep in class. The feeling is like riding a roller coaster ride up and down for a few times. And i can't stand it.

How i wish this would end in a split second, just like the way a lightning strike. But after much further thinking, i will, and definitely will make this thing to and end, and proceed to the next level next year.

Besides that, from a certain boy, whom have asked me out, keep impressing me with his tip-top plans, despite i'm not accepting his offer. Besides, boys are indeed dumb, and i don't care who's reading this. HAHA

Anyway, i am so pissed when Fabian told me that we're standing down in two more weeks when it's supposed to be yesterday. Heck i am fucking unhappy about this. And once i am officially out of that fucking thing, hell bitch i will blog about it. And I don't care what you parodies will say.

This whole thing was like reliving a nightmare, and trying to escape it was pointless. everything's a bitch now. everything's seems so sucky. everything's seems so wrong. i don't see why i need to forgive him though every beings made mistakes.

anyway, school's getting more ridiculous each day. in ways like people, i mean, idiotic people are starting to be more 'insert whatever you like here cause i don't like to call them names like how they did in school' nowadays. you destroys our friendship when you walk into it some time ago. the reason you're hanging out with us in school and after school, oh not to forget, going to school with us is because because your 'bestfriend' ditch you, cause she's already have a boyfriend, but you don't, isn't it? hello. it's so fucking obvious. you're trying to manipulate this friendship by doing all kinds of stuffs. you're now so much closer to her. and i don't like it. let me get this thing straight. i hate you, 'insert name here'.

besides that. my school had given a donation card to each and every student and we are expected to collect some amount of money for the school's financial students and some renovation. this is such a nuisance. these financial students are actually capable of not getting financial aid from the school cause i highly doubt that they do not have the money. an example would be a friend of mine. he'd just pretend that he needs that financial assistance but actually, his family do has the money to support his school fees and all. apart from that, there are stupid banners all around the school and i doubt they never spent on it without the use of our money. and hence, i don't see why we need to donate alot of cash to the school. for those who do, you're just an 'insert word here' person.

spent half of the day studying at Changi Airport yesterday. and something corrupted when we were going back but i don't need to blog about it. i'm sure i will come down again to do some mugging.

=.= to my baby. HAHAHA

like what i've said in my previous post, i still need to attend school lessons though it's a school holiday. and that's the reason why i don't update for the past few days. anyway, schools becoming more fun each day and i'm treasuring it of course, since i'm leaving the secondary school life at the end of this year. 5 years of secondary school's not easy. you need to go through the normal National examination then proceed to the Ordinary national examinations only if you manage to pass.

well. as for me, i'm glad that i make it this far.

went ngee ann poly just now and i should say that it was way better then going for the enrichment in ite when i was in sec four. it was totally boring, i should say. at least the people in ngee ann are friendly rather then the people in ite. like as if they are so cool. haha. well, i'm not looking down on those ite students but hey. majority of them are like that. it's not wrong saying the truth rather then saying something which is not exactly fact. whatever it is, though the people in ngee ann are friendly, i am not continuing my education in ngee ann as i will need to take a bus to reach that school. that's the part which i hated the most as i will get a little bit nauseous. singapore poly is still my next dream school. after the o levels. haha.

angan-angan besar. o level belum lagi amek. ;D

oh yes. besides cherishing every single day of my last year's secondary school life, i'm also cherishing all my friends. well, they are actually the ones whom make my day very fun and interesting in school. i'm sure that we won't get to see evryone after our secondary school life right? as each are going to the different path bak pepatah rambut same hitam tetapi hati lain-lain. ;D i love them all.

alright. till next time.

my computer is still down but thanks to the wonderful sister's laptob which saves the day. bah.

first and foremost, i'm proud to congratulate unity secondary basketball players who managed to won the match with jurong secondary with a score of 56 to 44, if i'm not wrong. whoa. it's certainly not a waste of time going there, cheering for them while they play. ;D

secondly, march school holiday's coming but nah. it's certainly not a holiday for me as i need to come to school every single day. believe it or not. gee.

thirdly, i will be going out with some of my friends on friday. but still, i miss hanging out with nadia. ;D go out sooooon, okay dear.

whoa. i will not get so mushy mushy with these kinda words. bahh.

okay, till next time. so long.

hello.

like i've said in my previous post, i won't be blogging that much cause i dont know what happenned to my computer. besides that, i'm kinda busy with school work. so i will only update it maybe twice per week.

school's been kinda hectic for me, there are test every now and then. i've made some improvements, though i'm not satisfied with the marks that i obtained. dnt. i used to be so semangat in this folio thing for the n levels, but when it comes to o's, oh my god. i don't wish to talk about it. nyeah.

i really can't wait for o's to be over. well, like what people said, success comes from hardwork. so i guess, i'll be working hard this year before sitting for the o's and get to my favourte course in poly.

okay. i'm off now to watch my favourite indonesian drama. whoa. i can drool over the hot dudes and the gorgeous babe. ;DD

till then.

i won't be blogging much cause i dont know what happenned to my computer till i can't even surf the internet. i miss internet. haa. whoa, like as if internet's my life.

i hate my father, very much.

ps: nurul, thanks for lending me your shoulder that time.
we'll talk soon, yeah.

i miss youuuu.

well. i suddenly have the urge to blog. don't know why either. probobly beacuse i've got nothing to do at home. besides studying i mean.

been reaching home at 5 plus recently. or should i say everyday? school's becoming real tiring these day. there are alot of stuffs to be done. zomg. oh. i started of the year with a great passing marks for my tests. well, except social studies. i somehow think that ms halimah is not good at teaching. she talks when we are writing down the points into the notes. 2 in 1? there's no way we can catch up with what she's saying. besides that, mdm li's pregnant. whoa. i'm happy for her but how can she do this to us? she's taking her maternity leave in july and no one will teach us physics after that. we're independent till the o level exams. great! NOT.

secondly. there are alot of homeworks now. and i mean a lot. sometimes i feel that time flies really fast cause i've got no time to finish up the works on time at home. see what i mean? furthermore, there are upcoming test one after another. we need to study, and there are homewoks to be done too. absolute zomg.

besides that, i tend to get sleepy in class. but luckily, one of my bestfriend is sitting next to me, which is so much fun. plus, i'm surrounded with crazy people around me. so, we'll always have time to crack jokes in between lessons. lessons would be a bore without them, really.

14 Feb, which is in two days time, will be desmond's birthday. he promised to treat us to Seoul Garden. isn't that great? i am so bless having real, crazy friends around me. they will never fail to crack jokes, and i mean lame jokes in class. especially desmond. hahaha. ;D

and then, a few days later, which is on friday, will be shahida's birthday party. and that means fun night! i'll be staying over at the chalet with her, atikah and shahila for two nights. i wonder what we will be doing at night, besides sleeping. and oh. escape theme park in the morning! whoa. i am so excited for it. i hope it turns out to be a good, fun birthday party that i've ever attend!

oh. noticed that i have deleted my tagboard? i don't want anyone to tag anything. i just nee dsomeplace to blog, so i guess there's no need for people to tag. it's alright if they read my post.

before i forget, i would like to take this opportunity to congratulate all the o level graduates on achieving their dream results. for those who don't, it's not the end. and to you. it seems that you've changed alot. from a very clumsy, crazy, dumb girl i've ever met, you've totally changed you know. well. people changed after some time. and i doubt you don't too. congratulations too cause you get to go into the jc that you want. i'll still cherish the memories we had for 4 years in ncc. good luck okay. keep in touch though.

okay. till the next post. will update more when i have the time. take care. ;)

noticed the date on my previous post? yeah. that's how busy i am these days till i have no time to update.

there are like alot of homeworks. test coming one after another. not to forget, design and technology. well, i used to be so enthu in doing this folio thing for my n levels. but then, when it comes to o's, i fell oh so lazy to do everything.

let's put aside all those stuffs. went out with two of my girls on saturday. it was fun, hanging around, camwhoring at the marina promenade. oh ya. i did some shopping too!

mummy look! i'm a catwoman! ;D

and, the day was well spent when i finally found out today that i'm broke. and i need money. ;D

oh anyway, cheers to singapore for emerging champions in the ASEAN football championship. i am so proud of them lah hookay. despite of having the thailand people boo-ing at them, which is so stupid of them to do that, the lions managed to scored a goal in the 2nd half of the game. ;)

alright. till then.