i'm sorry for neglecting my blog.

it's been since since i've update. well, i rarely had the time to update. furthermore, i tend to get sleepy, fast these days. and i'm not sure why too. also, this year's gonna be a roller coaster ride for me. i bet it's gonna be one hectic 2007 for me. o levels. noone's gotta escape reality. we just have to face it one day, isnt it.

homeworks are pilling up everyday. well, although it's like only 2-3 subjects of homeworks per day, it's the quality that matters. tons and tons of worksheets are given for each of the subjects. and guess what we are suppose to do with it. read and understand and do some revisions on it. that's all. i feel so restless of doing that thing. haa.

oh anyway. there's 2 people who are celebrating their birthday this month. tetek and desky. haa. and that'll means, buying presents for them. and i think i'm gonna be broke for this month. bahh. i don't mind buying presents for them. as long as they appreciate what i bought for them and treasure it. xD

okay. till then.

i am so busy these days, preparing for school reopen. i am so excited too for school as i miss lots and lots of my dear friends. the teachers especially mr toh. he's like the best biology teacher hookay! ;D

am planning to get a new school bag but mum doesn't allow me so cause she claims that i have lots of bags at home. grrr.

i miss shopping. i need to do some shopping before school starts and i'll be busy with school work and stuffs, preparing for the o's. bah bah.

oh anyway. i've met another myspace friend, jannah, the other day. she's sweet. (:

i seriously need internet connection when school reopens. there's no way i gotta do my dnt folio without the internet. -_-

3 more days to 2007.
a new year, with a new resolution. hmm.

when reflecting back of what i've done in the year 2006, i realise i gotta be more hardworking in this coming year, with the major exams coming and stuffs. i'm sure, it's gonna be a tough, roller-coaster ride year for me.

i miss the dead boyfriend. ):

results had been released two days ago and i am happy to say that i am promoted to sec 5. (:

it's been raining non stop yesterday. and as for tonight, it's not raining. but still, it's so cold here even without switching on the fan. brr.

i'm glad that myself and nurul are in good terms already. we're still friends in any way(:

schools gonna reopen soon, and tadaa. it's gonna be a very tough year for me as i'll have to mug for the big Os. grrr. bla bla. i really have nothing to blog about these days.

till then.

been since since i've blogged.

internet was cut off by the fcuking father of mine. and guess what's his reason. both of you never use it for school usage or research. also use internet too often and never do housework.

FUUUUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK.

firstly, how do he knows that we, as in me and my siter did not do the housework? he leaves the house early in the morning and come back late at night. reach home, sleep. he treat home just like an hotel.

secondly, at least me and my sister did some housework. rather then him? NOTHING. he does not even help to mop nor vacuum the floor.

fuck. and i hope one day i will find him DEAD.
god, please take him cause i hate him.
BOOO.

results will be release tomorrow. and i am soooo bloody scared whenever i think of it. :/ i'll be dead grounded if i'm not promoted to sec 5. andand, it will be the most embarrassing moment to tell my cousins and all that i'm not promoted.

oh god. please. i need to get promoted. insyaallah.

to those who are taking their results tomorrow, GOODLUCK YAW!

andand i miss my myspacers very much.
i'm sorry cause i rejected quite a number of you people for the meet up. kinda busy lately. meet up soon dearest(:

sorry for not updating for the past 3 days.
was down with fever, sore throat and my eyes are swollen don't know why. grrr. but yeah. am still recovering from these though.

sentosa was awesome with the two crazy bitches of mine. hoho. we headed to sentosa to have some fun in the afternoon and after that, off to town to watch 9:56 movie with them. the movie was oh so scary can?

and and. it was better then colic as colic has oh so boring storyline. bleargh.

went out to accompany sister to ymc briefing what shit just now. but yeah. being the typical me, i did not go despite my mother ask me to. instead, i went shopping. hahaha. and bought this green top from forever 21. and i think i'm out of money now. hahaha.

anyway. this is how i look with specs.






























hahaha. shrugs.

friends, are whom you can rely.

friends are those who care.

friends are those who share.

friends are always there whenever you need them.

when you are hurting and need to talk

friends never take a walk

when your heart needs to mend

they always have shoulders to lend.

but where are you when your friends need you?

where are you when I need a shoulder to lend?

are you there for them? or even ME?

fuck.

YOU ARE NOT THERE CAUSE YOU ARE BUSILY WITH YOUR FUCKING BOYFRIEND.

oh why not just call him your HUSBAND lah eh. and i'm sure, you'll love it.

it's true that some people say friends are just about hurting each other. and i'm not surprised that it comes from my own bestfriend.

you've changed, so much that you hurt most of your friends.

and it's true.

when the load feels heavy, you'll need someone to help you.

exactly just like you. when there are no problems or just minor problems that you're facing, you neglect ALL your friends. but when it is getting heavier, then you'll come running back to us, asking for help.

where were you when WE need your help?

you are selfish.

when friends need you, you are not there. but when you need us, you'll beg us and apologize for all the things you've done.

i would give you a chance to change, but i am not surprise if you will continue neglect all your friends again later. believe me. YOU WILL DO THAT AGAIN LATER ON.

you even said that HE are your everything.

so what for having you friends when you neglect them and when he are your everything? don't you still like get it. you don't need your friends anymore. you are the ones who've said it yourself.

okay. enough of all that buang mase shitts.

anyway.

i've met a new friend from myspace. okay not friend lah. she's my new girlfriend now! and she's nadia. nyehaha.

so yeah. accompany her to vivo yesterday for her job interview. and yeah. something cjyfgnuysgdenx happenned between her and the shop. buahaha. =D

have breakfast cum lunch and dinner at burger king. one of her friend scome down for don't know what. i also don't know his name. never even spoke a single word to him. not even hi, not even bye. nyehaha. but whatever.

we went toys R us and had fun in there.
okay, i love her lah sey.

=))

and oh.
i'll be hitting sentosa tomorrow with my girls. nyehaha!

prom was fantastic yesterday.

everyone looks soo fabulous. the ladies, were all look different. from shaving legs, the long hours of make ups and beautiful hairdo, it turn out to be awesome! and the guys. with their smart looking long sleeve with their blazer one and their tie, smart lah sia.

as for the food, it was okay. the games and all, it was one night hella fun!

and you know. we hit the dancefloor and i was so high with the girlfriends. nyeehahaha. and i'm sure, we will hit the dancefloor again. =DDDD

prom was awwweeeesommmmeeee till i can't even describe the fun and excitement we had together.

and now, let the pictures do the talking, yeah.

juliana, faris, hamzi!

and that food on the table was only the first dish!

there's more pictures. but i'm just too lazy to upload it.

and to afiqah. sorry i didn't upload our picture here. cause i look so yucky in that picture. whereas you're soo soo pretty! i will miss you, sweetheart!

and to others,

i will you all man.

a night full of fun.

=))))))))

i've just woke up 10 mins ago and i've neither bath nor touch the water yet and here i am, blogging. and playing the computer. bahh.

prom's tonight. and i can't wait for it. time flies kinda slow today. or maybe cause i'm just too excited about it? haha. shahida will be coming over to my place and we'll off to flag a cab and pick aisyah and then to furama hotel.

okay. i hope prom's not gonna be boring.

and i lost my invitation card. dammit. *shrugg*


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