I miss my two besties, very very very much. We're drifting apart, well maybe only me. I'm sorry. I want to spend the whole day with them. Talk, laugh, everything.

HAHAHAHAHAH Look at shahida and atikah. LOL HAHAHAHAHAHH! And is that Likha? Nah

I just feel like giving up.

Happy for this starking crazy girl. Congrats on getting that someone whom you used to keep talking bad things about him. :D

Cb fucking nerd sia.

Had a crazy afternoon and a good conversation night with the two of them. Thanks for listening girls! :D

And i don't know why that Tan Xiangli cannot upload photos in blogger. Too noob, maybe? School's fucking me. I wanna quit. Work's a bitch, kanasai. Si bei tu lan. Fuck everyone, for now.

p/s: Book me early as i am busy with alot of stuff. Seriously. I cannot afford any plans that are like impromptu or such.

Everything's falling apart now.

I suddenly miss my friends. I neeed company. As in real company. Just like the whole day with me.

Everyone seems to be hating school now. That includes me too. Fuck school's boring now. I suddenly miss my classmates. The crazy laughter that each of them have and how we used to sit and ta pao food to level 1. Had a good talk with brienne quite some time ago and she thinks im right too. School's fucking boring now. I am not looking forward to school anymore.

And i wanna go to Lady Gaga's Concert siaas. Should i or should i not? it's 95dollars! :( But i wanna go! How how how?

People can't stop whatever you're doing. Even if its good or bad. Cause being you and knowing yourself is the way to lead your own life.

And i am not surprised that everyone do lie. Even if its big or just a plain white lie, they still do. Now, i truly understand why you can't trust anyone but only yourself. Not even your friends or families. Hell with everyone's life. Fuck all of you.

No you people dont wanna read this shit.

I FAILED ALL MY FUCKING MODULES. ALL FIVE OF THEM. I DONT WANNA REPEAT ANYMORE MODULES NEXT SEMESTER BUT I DONT KNOW HOW. I HATE SCHOOL NOW. I FUCKING HATE THE PEOPLE. BESIDES XIANGLI AND SHARLENE, I'VE GOT NO ONE ELSE, IN SCHOOL I MEAN. EVERYONE'S BUSY WITH THEIR FUCKING CLASSMATES AND OURS ARE SO FUCKED UP. FUCKING KNNCCB. WHAT'S SO GOOD ABOUT GETTING STRAIGHT A'S ASSHOLES. NO BIG DEAL. DOESN'T MEAN YOU ARE SO FUCKING GENIUS. IF YOU ARE THEN GET THE HELL OUT OF POLY AND GET YOURSELF IN SOME FUCKING JC. NB. IF YOU THINK I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU THEN FUCK OFF BITCHES.

Maybe singapore should restrict the number of china people coming in here. They're hated by majority of us. I don't even know why they exist and why they even bother coming and invade this country. They're one annoying smelly in the ass who doesnt even bathe in the morning. Well not all but MOST OF THEM. Fuck you people. Their accent annoys others too and sometimes we dont even understand what the fuck are they trying to say. One of my lecturer is a china lady and she replace the phrase 'then ah' to 'neng ah'. Like what the fuck is that term.

I am so fucking pissed off now. Fuck fuck fuck. I feel like running away from home to some faraway land where i can see green sceneries filled with beautiful gardens so that i can wash my brains and filled them up with nice memories. I fucking hate life now. I need some privacy. I need space to breath. I feel like i'm suffocating now. I dont know what to do with it now.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HELP ME PLEASE.

SOmetimes i just dont wish to study anymore but i dont know where to go. And i dont want school to close down cause i dont wanna stay at home like some fucking lazy bitch. Sometimes it's true when they say friends are better then families. They can lend you their shoulders and be your listening ear.

So what now. I'll be going clubbing with my babe sharlene next friday. Whoever wanna come just come. I fucking need some entertainment. Maybe i partied too hard. Ahhh i dont know.

I typed too much.