Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
And I wondered if he noticed me
He took my breath away

Dear diary
I can't get him off my mind
And it scares me
'Cause I've never felt this way

No one in this world
Knows me better than you do
So diary I'll confide in you

Dear diary
Today I saw a boy
As he walked by I thought he smiled at me

And I wondered
Does he know what's in my heart
I tried to smile, but I could hardly breathe

Should I tell him how I feel
Or would that scare him away
Diary, tell me what to do
Please tell me what to say

Dear diary
One touch of his hand
Now I can't wait to see that boy again

He smiled
And I thought my heart could fly
Diary, do you think that we'll be more than friends?
I've got a feeling we'll be so much more than friends


One of my birthday wish.
To have him.

Or am i too much?

I don't care if i were to loose you. Every soul that comes into our lives will eventually go away after some time and i doubt it's not you. I am sick of you saying all those words full of lies. You're always pretending. Let's just assume that you're a two faced person whenever you found new ones. I am not losing anything here. I don't give a fuck about you if you're mad at me. Call me a bitch, call me a betrayer or whatever you want it. You're the one at lost. Just don't ever come crawling to me when your friends ditch you in the end. You changed, so much that people are starting to feel uneasy about it. And there's nothing more to say about you. Sometimes, you're just a pain in the ass.

I can't believe that i am sitting down at home, doing a 1000 words report on the night of my fucking birthday. Already planned so much with my girls beforehand but this shit came in the way. Comp prog quiz is on tuesday and i dont know some shit bout it. I am suppose to go out tonight and i don't wanna do this fucking report i am so fucking annoyed by everyone now!

Went to the art Museum the other day due to some review thing for cds. It wasn't like how i expexted. Was fun and exciting when it comes to interpreting the hidden meanings behind those artworks. Besides, going with them will never miss taking pictures.

And the guy that i've been crushing for i dont know how long is so fucking cute that i can't no longer resist. I'd just like to go up and say hey i like you. I'm always wondering if he ever notice. He's the one that always take my breath away. It's hard to get him out of my mind either. The feelings is so great that whenever he walked pass, i'd just like to go up and say hi, or whatever.

Happy Birthday to me.
zzzzzzzzz. o.O
And i'm going sentosa with atikah tomorrow.
The initial plan was different. Cause of you, i'm startung to feel pissed off.

Annnnd i like that guy in school.

It's fucking annoying when people ditch their friends at the very last minute. Not only that, they wouldn't even bother telling one that it's cancelled when initially they kept saying that they are fine with whatever the plans are. It's so fucking annoying that people would even fuck you in every holes they could or even scream in front of your fucking face. Like come on, i know that i am busy sometimes, like who doesn't? But at least i do inform you people that i can't make it. Fuck ah fuck ah i am so fucking annoyed. Si bei tu lan.

On top of that, there are so many work to do. Two reports are due next week, a graded lab, one presentation, two quizzes and a reviews. Term test are coming in sayyyy two weeks time? Not only that. I'll be busy working in th weekends so if any of you guys wanna date me, just like how xiangli would say it, please inform me beforehand.

Clubbed with Sharlene and co the other day and i was half high that i skipped two hours of lab in the morning. And i had my first hangover for this year.

There'll be AC cycling on saturday and im not sure whether to go or not. But the people are making me wanting to go for it. There are so many things i wanna do. Watch angels and demons, night at the museum, the uninvited bla bla. And what shall i do on my birthday?

Shit. There's also this fucking cute guy in school that i've been eyeing on him for about one year or so? Maybe i shall smile at him whenever he walk pass me anywhere in school. That'll be fucking cool siol and i'll probably just stand there, locking my eyes onto him and melt. And i found out that his name starts with the letter D and i aint typing it here. :D

And guess where i just pierced? Buahahaha.

Oh yes. Jeff's graduating tomorrow! Wish him all the best man. And dont forget us okay!

Bye all.

First week of school have been quite lovely for me. Fear factor had a handful of outings this week. Dinner, random outinggs, and i simply love them. As what Nash told me, you'll feel popular whenever you walk through concourse cause every 10 steps you take, you will definitely see someone you know, be it freshies or others. Oh yeah, and there's this freshie is so cute. Very very.

And yesterday was the worst day of my entire life. Well maybe not my entire life though. Started school at nine, and as usual, the lab teacher release us earlier than what i expected. So ended at 10.30 in the morning and waited for the rest of my friends till 6 in the evening! On top of that, i was so frustrated with the fire alarm shit in school yesterday cause i think it's quite stupid to assemble those people out in the field. Okay, and FF had dinner together too. Hahahaha damn cool siol fear factor. And as for friday, which is today, only had one hour tutorial and one hour lecture. It sounds stupid, geez i know. I was late, went in the class, sat for two minutes and the tutor releases us. o_O

Oh. Will be going over to Nat's house after this to do some dancing, HAHAHAHAH I SIGNED UP FOR DANCE ENSEMBLE AS A CCA!, then off to Cassandra's birthday at ECP. :DD

I am starting to hate work now. cause everyone's a bitch there. You can see all sorts of people, be it backstabbers, two face bitches, sluts, bimbo, everything.

Bye all. And i miss shahida and atikah. I am so sorry if ive been busy these days. Meet up soon loves.

And Ivan really post that video siaaaaaaaaaaaaal!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been such a long itme i logged in here. MTC was great. Week zero camp with those freshies were awesome. With so much pictures and such, i was too lazy to even blog about it. Fear Factor is the best empire in MTC, well if it's not, they are for me. :D

School reopen tomorrow. And i think i am not looking forward for it, well maybe say bout 15% yes.

Damn it's annoying sometimes when your friends prefer the new ones instead. Fucking annoying. Thinking that i'm just being the substitude if the rest are not there. Chibye.

Of for camp tomorrow. At least that won't restraint my eyes from seeing her. Nabei.

It all happenned in a blink of an eye. And if i could have just one wish, i would wish to wake up everyday, pretending that i'd love the sea. Cause seas doesn't change anything. People do, but some don't even realised that. As the saying goes, for love is sadder than you think, i think it's true. People change. Don't think that you don't.

Amazing race 6 was tiring, as expected. Still can manage, and it was definitely not hell tiring for me as Mount Ophir and kayaking was worst. Started off at in school and all the way to woodlands. With the games and stuff, we managed to get through it. And though we didn't came in first or whatsoever, the fun we had was the indeed the best. The ugly shits that xiangli did, the snoring part (not gonna reveal who did it :p) and stuff like that. And now, as usual, people are having withdrawal symptoms from the camp.

Exam results were out on the third day of AR6 and thank god i passed every single shit. And there'll be more shits to come in year 2.

And i wonder where are all my party clubbing people gone too. o.O

Out of all places, he was there with his girlfriend and i was so fucking wasted yesterday but thank god i don't go over and fuck him.

Sharlene was late as usual. It was hell lots of people. Holidays are here and i am so fucking happy. No school no projects no assignments. Amazing race is in 4 days time and i am so excited, so as my other team members.

And some people are born to irritate people. When someone start hating, there'e no way actions can change it.