Mama need not have to come for the Parents-Teachers-Conference to the the report card before the september holidays. whY? because i didn't fail three or mo subjects. see. i've improve. and mama so be proud of me. haa.

unity idol finale was just now during assembly. yea. that girl sings like so NICE. aha. fang liang much more better. SERIOUS. haa. so yeah. too bad for fang liang. cause he came in second. but hey. at least he got something. not like ME. haa.

tomorrow is ACES day cum celebrating teachers day too. and yay. thursday is a school holiday. i love. gonna study and catch up on my history work. aha. dont ask me out anyone. cause during the september holidays, im gonna go for the silver wing thingy. DAMN. oic summore. but im save. cause jie xi is also going. haa. can help me do the admin stuff. so yeah. HELP ME OKAY, JIE XI? =P

tomorrow also meeting sofiah to lend her some stuff for her mt. ophir expedition. haa. CAN I FOLLOW SOFIAH?? lol. damn. i miss ophir. haa. remember that time me and jie xi quarrelled with meng koon cause we didn't wait for shahida and her to go down that KFC THING. why we didn't wait? cause they were slow. and we were so fast. how can we stop when we are happily climbiing down that KFC thingg? plus, its steeping down. so, cannot stop anyhow. later i TEGOLEK from that thing and MAMPOS, i dont want. cause i still love JIE XI and lalala. haha. dumb. STUPID.

now i know that i cant post what i feel and probs towards nc here. you know. will create spams in tagboard and some i -dont-know fucking chee baiii's will tag at my board saying SHIT word. yarh. they all just suck.

SOMEONE MORE SUCK.
THAT FUCKING IDIOTIC FUCKER.

jie xi,
SORRY. yarh. i know. im the one causing this. promise. will not cause it again. =/
and yarh.
I STILL HATE THAT MOLE!!
ps: please dont tell him.
lalalalala =P


**people. please dont ask me ANYTHING about this in msn. i aint telling ANYONE about how i feel toward this or whatsoever. so yarh. just dont ask. cause im sick and tired of you people asking "WHATS WRONG? WHATS WRONG?"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY!

MR FAN REALLY SUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!

urgh.
okay. im sorry. dont you know that i also have a fucking attitude? i know you do. so? if like that happens, might as well i quit nc, right? its that fucker mr fan attitude who makes me to quit nc. i know you people cant feel the same way. NO ONE. it feels like a jug full of acid water that's just poured over my whole body. his words. its like shoooooooooooooooooooooting through this fucking body very deeeep.

i know. im the cause of this and everything. but yea. im sorry. it doesnt really matter whether you care or not. ITS FINE WITH ME. REALLY. because the ans is always from you.

yarh. CALL ME A SHIT BAG FROM NOW ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.
im sorry.

JIE XI.
JUST SAY I SUCK INFRONT OF ME OKAYYY!
I KNOW I SUCK.
DONT WHEN I ASK YOU ABT THIS, YOU SAID NO.
JUST SAY THAT I FUCKINGLY SUCKK.
IM FUCKINGLY STUPID.
FINE.
FROM THE NEXT NC TRAINING, I'LL JUST GO MY OWN WAY, AND YOU GO YOUR OWN WAY.
JUST SAY INFRONT MY FACE THAT I FUCKING SUCK ALOTT.

you thing you the only one who feel about all this tuff is it? you dont think that i feel the same towards this? i know you dont feel the feelings that i had after spec crs. the CLTs, the COs were all fuckingly chee bai. its reall fuckingly ANGRY to see their facess. like what you said "try putting us into your shoe". but can you try putting yourself in my shoe? im surely you cant feel the feelings tt i have. and yarh. everytime, that fuckingly chee bai mr fan say this and tt. im sure you know what he said. its like he really look down on us. I KNOW YOU CANT FEEL THE FEELINGS. I KNOW YOU CANT.

OKAY.
im not gonna talk about this FUCKING NC THING AGAIN.
it makes my fucking eyes full of my fucking tears.
I SWEAR THAT AFTER I STEP DOWN FROM NC NEXT YR, I'LL NOT BE COMING DOWN FOR ANY NC AGAIN.
JUSSSSTT SAYYYYYYYYYY I SUCCCCCCKKKKKK.
OKAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im sorry about everything. i just dont want loose our friendship we build for almost three years now just about thing fucking matters.

ii fuckingly need to talk to someone now.
SYIQA! =(

went out to watch The Maid with that sucker(jie xi) after school today. haa. rush to causeway point to watch the 2.10pm show. haha. and yarh. mama was there too. with her friend, of course. the movie was kinda okay larh. SCARY? i should say. haaa. but most of the scary2 part, i was closingg my eyes with my freaking itsy-bitsy finger plus the whole of my palm to prevent from seeing the ghost. hahaha! the ghost were like WOW. DAM CHIO BU. i think if imma guy, i'll CHIO her like fuck man. haha! sick.

went to eat pizza hut after that. whY? because mama force us to eat. yea. jie xi was soo happy cause mam did treat us. hey. im happy too okay. she like gave me more than 20 bucks just to spent on the movie and stuffs. wOw! i LOVE<3. haaa. ate the dont-know-what cheesy pizza set. mama and her friend force us to eat TWO pizzas and some onion and calamari rings. were BLOODY FULL like fuck man. she even force us to finish up almost a quater left of the coke inside the pitcher. DARN. haaha.

rush to the toilet after that. haha. and did something with that suckerr inside. hahahahahaha!

walk around and saw this bloody idiot, MIRZA. that suckerr. he look like a MAO now siaa. HAIRY MONSTERRR! ahahahaha. okay. i hope he's not reading this. lol. if youre reading, sorry. if you come to help for the silver wing phase two, dont smack me, cause just now you alr smack me with your FUCKINGLY NOT NICE folio. please larh. your graff is so so not nice okay. just admit it, DUMB.

bla bla. school was okay just now. will be getting back my bio and physics test paper. lets just pray i'll pass both paper. and yarh. I PASS MY ENGLISH TESTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
IM SO HAPPY. YAY-ness. haaaa!

okay. i want to study.
so lonng,
suckkers(:

physics test was kinda okay. but yeah. bio. SHIT. i have no hopes for passing my bio test this time round. shitt larh. regret taking bio. indeed, bio is funn. but there's lotsa stuffs to remember. like how the phagocytes engulf the bacteria and how photosynthesis works. die larh.

tomorrow having inter-class volleyball match. WTF? i dont even know how to play VOLLEYBALL?!and the fcuking mdm li expext me to join this? KNN. hate herr. alot. at least, mr toh is sooooo much BETTER. yeps. hahaha! YAY-ness. wednesday gonna watch The Maid with that suckker(jie xi). haha. gonna have REAL FUN together. yay yay(:

there's this girl from my school keep following MY KINDA so called style? WTF? darn piss with you since dont know when? and yarh. PLEASE edit your friendster profile because the WORDS under ABT ME is exactly the same as mine. and yarh. the picccs too. dont ever STEAL the pics that i've uploaded at friendster. FCUK YOU. KNN. CHEE BAI. better do something. before i'll be a REAL, MAD, INSANNEE monster. BITCH!

oh great. im missing him so much nowadays. really dont know why? SHIT. and yarh. if youre reading this, better be. i want you bacck. i know im the one who cause the troubles and stuffs. but i still need you. i miss you. alooot. dont you ever think of that?

the words that appear from my mouth is still fresh in my head. im sorry. forgive me larh. i dont know how to tell you this when we're on the phone the last two nights. the words that i wanna say seems to be stuck inside my throat and its like something is blocking it. ouhh great.

i still love you. haha. likha is sucha fool to believe her own words when she's angry. -slaps myself.

im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. imsorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. m sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry. im sorry.

lets start. firstly, i want to thank my WIFE also known as NURUL. why? cause she help me adit my picc. there. on the left side of my lay. i'm so so in love with it. THANKS DARLING(: i owe you ice-cream. haaa. promise. okay.

went out with momma just now to Causeway Point. ate at delifrance. yups. im so soooo FULL now. and i feel like vomitting. haha. i feel restless. LOLX. dammit. i should not have eaten that pasta just now. should have instead eaten a set of sandwich meal. sheesh. nevermind. but at least, i have funn going out with her. haha.

and yarh. besides that, there's this guy inside delifrance, working as an waiter. haha. he was appraching us to serve our food when aleh-aleh, he said "assalamualaikum." and we were like okay. haha. after that, BURST OUT INTO LAUGHTER. ahahhaa. bad right? lol.

went to walk around after that. she bought a pair of shoe. but i didnt bought anything. was in LOVE with this pair of so called "shoe" i think. but didnt have the courage to ask momma to buy it for me. haaa. sometimes, im stupid. haha. why didnt i just tell her that i wanted that so called "shoe"? ahaha. she was like all along asking me what i want to buy. but i have no courage to tell her i want THAT. ahahaha! suckk man =/

ok. this is for jie xi.
to the recent post that you have read, im sorry. i just cant keep the feelings in me. i just want you to know that you guys are really looking down on some of the nc cadets. urgh! cant stand it, you know. even for the last training, during the meeting, i cried. the words from mr fan's FUCKING mouth is so FUCKINGLY hurting some of us. i know you cant feel the feelings but try to understand, okay. SHIT. sometimes i reflect on myself. why must i join this fucking cca when all of the people are looking down on US? fuck siaa. im pissed with the people around me. esp nc cadets. KNN. please go tell that fucking co to fuck his own mouth. KNN.

for the CLTs too. i hope you are reading this. why are you people so bias toward me? during the interview, you said that you guys always find fault in me every training. LIKE WHAT FUCKERS???!!! i dont care what you FUCKING CLTs said about keeping this interview cnvrsation a secret. KNN. you people simply suck. look at jie xi. she always wears a ear stick. her fringe always drop down. look at her coloured hairband. why didnt you FUCKING CLTs catch her? why you FUCKING CLTs always catch me? BIAS right FUCKERS?!!! i forget to bring up about this point during the interview. why? because i hate to see all yoour FUCKING faces. really look like FUCKERS. you FUCKING CLTs ask me whether is there any family or relationship problems. WHY MUST YOU FUCKING CLTs HAVE TO CARE ABOUT. YOU GUYS ARE ONLY INCHRGE OF NC RIGHT FUCKERSS!

BODOH NAK MAMPUS. KECIK2 TANAK MAMPOS. DA BESAR JADIK MAK BEDAH MANER ENTA. SAJAK LARH NAME KAU TU. NAME ORG2 TUE. FUCK YOU LARHH.

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINNESS. you people think i want to tell you about all this personnal problems is it? WAIT TILL YOU FUCK YOU FATHER THAN I TELL LARH. KNN. YOU GUYS ARE REALLY MOTHAFUCKER FREAK. FUCKERS.


okay. im done.