Shima, Ella and the gang. Ah no, maybe i shan't use the term followers. How about slaves? Better. Aren't you guys tired of this? Cause no matter how hard you try, all of you will not ever bring us down.

Well i'll be busy very very busy from now on. School timetable sucks big time. Psychology tutorial teacher is the lamest, disgusting teacher ever. Work? Still alright. And my girls should know why. Hehehe :D

I know i've been neglecting this blog. Somehow, having a public blog is kind of troublesome where anyone, even those you don't even know, may happen to read what you typed. And as such, they might even tag all those negative comments using all sorts of nasty words about you on your tagboard. Well that was what had happenned to my toot toot friend. Maybe people out there are just jealous of her heavenly, scrumtious boobs that she have. It's kind of hilarious when you try to imagine that these people actually do fantasize bout these boobs and all.

Well, taggers like this are often known by all bloggers. It may be just any random blog-hopper who happenned to come across to your blog and if they are not satisfied, they'll start tagging nasty things. It may also be your school friens, which i highly thinks that they might be the one who tagged shahida's blog cause like i have said, they' probably are jealous of her so called savoury tits. As ya know, people like this often do not have what others have, like nice tits which boys might fantasize about or nice perfect looks or even attitude. Some girls are bitches whereas some are not. But well, to label all these girls in a correct way, it is better to use the term bimbos. They might have they looks, but they definitely do not have the brains. Define bimbos! And just like some guys out there, they might own a big dick with big balls but the attitude is just not up to standards.

As said, true friends will always be there.

Oh well. Enough of all these. Both of my girls went over to my place to break our fast together. We made brownies which are delicious la of course. Managed to have a karaoke session and we made a video too. Ha i'll post them up soon, just to play safe. Who know one day my laptop will spoil ke. Haha. Pictures next time ah.

Well, i'll be starting on my job this thursday and i am definitely looking forward to it. Grace and Jacq had already started theirs at BnJ and i think we make the perfect working people! I'll give them extra drinks and they'll give me extra toppings for ice cream! Okay hopefully i can meet them on friay night to watch the F1 race together after my training! Hopefully! :D

No doubt that high school days were the joyous time in my life. Boys, fights, play, quarrels, shouting, crying, breaking down, crush, love, friendship. Once we find love, we'll be blinded by it. But when we find friendship, those happy times will be kept in our memories wherever we go. Even though we've found new friends along the way, the people that stays with you throughout will be the ones you found during high school days. The will always be there when you need a shoulder to lean on, ears to let out your feelings to, hands when you needed help and love, when you are lonely at times. When one quarrel with the other person, there will always be another girl who will make it all right again between us.

After all those unexpected events that happened, I've now realised that they are the ones who will be there. Even though i have found new ones, no one can ever compare with the ones i found during those days. Whenever you need someone to confide in, you'll feel more comfortable to let out everything to the ones who has been with you for a long time.

The laughter that the new ones gave you just cannot beat with the old ones. Whenever i think of it, i just want them to be near me. Just like during high school days, you get to see them every second in class. We eat, play, laugh, cry, fight, bitch and do everything together. And we even got a crush on the same person!

So whatever happened between any of us and our new friends, we still have us. Well that's how i will always remember in my heart. And now, i am missing them. I am so sweet i know. Right girls? *Grins.*

For a second, i know that some things don't happen for a reason. That's life. I just can't give you the reason why. The feelings that i had for you all these while are all gone. Sometimes, i just feel like giving up. Giving up on you. There are times when i can't get you outta my head. There are also times i wished that i don't have to know you at all. You are not the only one being confused here cause you're just making things complicated for me.

I just can't hold it any longer. I am on the verge of breaking down like whenever. I've tried everything, everything that you can think of. Just because i am hurt doesn't mean i shouldn't bleed. There's the first to everything and i know you know it too. I am not invisible after all. Maybe i think too much. I 've set too high hopes on you. It's hard just to get over. All i am hoping now is to get everything back to the correct path.

Blasting some loud music on my earphone and scream my lungs out is the thing that i feel like doing now. Tear everyone apart. Jumps off from a cliff and into an ocean where there are no problems. Nothing. I am sick of everything. I am tired of waiting. This phrase is true somehow. Some things are better to be left unsaid, and better to be felt instead - Atikah.

Sometimes, it's better to just let it go rather than to wait. I am tired of waiting. I am sick of those actions. Just like Sean said, humans are all evil creatures. They lie to live because without lying, some just can't survive in this small world. I can't deny that i don't lie either.



Them. No words can ever describe how happy i am whenever they're around. Cause world seems to go round and round and round while we are having fun. Friends gives you the strength, hope and faith. They literally stand by you and be there. Friendship. Well apart from that, i miss Stanely so much. So much till i wanna fly to UK this instant and look for him.

Anyway, i've got and interview with Ben & Jerry and i am still having second thoughts of whether to work there or just pass it. Work work work, i need money. There are so many things to do with so little money.

I watched Wall-E and it is the best movie ever. Upon 10, i'm gonna rate it 1068983526! I am of course gonna watch it again. ANYONEEEEEEE??!!!

Screwed. Totally screwed up CKT's paper. I think i will end up taking the supp paper. Oh my god no, no supp paper please. Now what's left is ESFAC paper. Tomorrow's the last. And i can enjoy holidays to the bits.

There are so many things that i have already planned to do during the holidays. I will be meeting up with my girls on Friday to baybeats, celebrate lantern festival with Jacq and Grace, break fast with Sue and Aisyah, dinner at carousel with Sam and friends!, shopping with Atikah, shopping again with Marie and Xiang Li, watch Wall-E and eat at Sakae Sushi with classmates, girls night out with Marie again,. And all these need money, and i want a job!

And this is so embarrassing. It was actually a dare from Stane before he flew of to UK. I wonder how he is doing. And if you happen to read this, i miss you like crazy! Tell me everything and come online!

Very very embarrassing oh my gooooooooood.

And girl, stop copying whatever i typed in my blog. Even if it just a sentence.

4 days more and exams will begin. There are still lots more to study. I hate memorising, though i used to love history and social studies during the O level period. But IWD is killing me. Nevertheless, went airport to study with some of my classmates, Mahathir was there to, hahaha. Managed to study math and CKT for the whole entire day and WQ really pissed me off at night when Mark pretended that he gave me gummies through msn? Lol.

Well anyway, i am suppose to study right now, but instead here i am . I can't wait for exams to be over and holidays to come. And i hope they will hire me. I need money kay.

Haha this is the best part.

And i defnitely miss my girls too. Stanely's leaving on Sunday and that is like in three more days. How saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! :'(

Exams are coming in a weeks time. People are busy studying, procastinating at the very last minute. And so do i. Started studying only last wee, and realised that i have not enough time left to cover all the chapters for each module. Being a very kind ESSFAC teacher, he gvae us more than enough tips for exams. Questions that are gonna be tested for the paper. IWD has always been so fucked up. CKT's kind of okay for me and maaaaaaaath! :( Fret not, people around mehave always been good to me, well except for some.

Days of 1st semester flies very fast. And now, exams are coming. Decided to pass the Vietnam trip and work throughout the entire 7 weeks of holidays i have so that i can ear extra cash, to shop! Went to that particular outlet and the people there are friendly. And i wish that Van can ask for a transfer so that he can work together with me at the same outlet, which i know it is likely to happen haha.

Presentation for WRTORAL is over, and i am so glad that i manage to get higher marks than them. 18/20, best kan. WRTORAL was the best out of every subjects that i took this sem. Well maybe because of all the one minute presentation and the 5 min presentation i had, which i find it kind of fun.

Met up with Grace And Jacq to study in school yesterday. Jacq bought play doh and i was influenced by that play doh so i am going to get them for myself to play sooon, haha. Despite being tired, went out with Stanely and some others to basically rot and talk like how we used to do as Stanely's leaving! :( Fret not, Sam will still be here and i love both of them.












Well anyway, these are some pictures taken after presentation and in the library, lol. School has always been very lively.

Now, i am missing alot of people. Stanely, Sam, Van, Grace, Jacq, Nurul, Jie Xi, WQ (haha) and whoever.

Oh yes! Me tup with Aisyah and Sue for dinner the other day and had lots of fun. Cause whenever we're together, we will probably laugh throughout the whole day! And Aisyah, all the best with your boyfriend! I'll update you guys bout the big hair-ed guy that i told both of you the other day, ha meet up soon girls.

And girl stop acting like as though your vocabulary is good.